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There is an inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to. There is a beauty in the strength and determination of a woman who follows her own path, who isn't thrown off by obstacles along the way. There is a beauty about a woman whose confidence comes from experiences; who knows she can fall, pick herself up, and move on

it just broken..

lol

im so pissed of ***

omg

maybe i m quite thick face

somehow rather i wan to improve more

so im quite excited

but i guess i dont dare put too much hope

nv knw if i got rejected

:)

but still it is just an enlightment

call me stupid
perhaps thats my weakness
u will need to know i love u
and i do mean it
but though words been said
i will nv show it anymore
i will no longer how i used to be
though i miss that hug so much
i miss the feeling how it used to be
those words will always ring in my ears
slashing every single beat of my heartbeat
so much tears drop
also not enough to show how hurtfull it is
but enough said
im okay
i will be okay
even im not okay
i wil look okay
im not goin to be the person i used to be
so dun worry so much im gonna haunt you
i took a step back
and i wil stay in that step

lol.i hate eating alone
it makes me feel like im at home
the house that has so many disputes
it makes me feel so pathetic
dage,thank you for makin my life so much easier <3

bb im really thankful
that u go through this shit with me
though u can choose to ignore
i guess what u said the other time
i could just pretend
i didnt know
it was juz a bad dream

maybe that way i feel better too

for jasmine thank you alot
u listen to every shit that i feel
n aproach me when i tear down
its really enough for me

for that girl
imnot tryin to be anyone bestfriend it just that i treat you special then others
because the day i fall down badly
u are there to protect me and wipe every single tears i drop
thus u are such a precious to me
baobei it just a name to called to show that how special u are to me
i didnt say because i know its really no point ..isnt it?
i dont know what is sudden?and that name bothering u so much...
i really dont know
dont give me any excuses
if u wan us to be just normal friend
its really okay but really thats not e way to hurt me
i give u a promise i will nv betrayed u
but u juz denied the friendship that is between us
0nce u told me we are close and now u told me everything actually just too sudden for you
i m speechless
but for one thing i sure im just nothing to you

i guess God is playin with my life :)

lol
another emo post
last one i promise again
im so close with this girl
i though we were sort of called bestfriend
i walk her home
i heard her sorrow
i heard her story
i protect her when thing happen
i wipe her tears
i ask her to be strong
and a girl
that protect me when i tear
hold me and pat my head
hug me
telling me everything will b okay
a girl who listen to every single secret i hv
its so hard to let go
but seems the friendship is just too easy to be broken
im no longer in her bestfriend list
so why am i still waitin for e slightest possibility can happen that she will talk to me
maybe i should give up
not a maybe
it is

sory if u read this and u feel this post sound so lesbian

wake up in the really bad shape

fallin down in toilet ytd

due to clumsiness?

i guess more to soapy floor

i contanstly reminding myself to stay strong

even typhoon hit me

i still need to stay strong

it just a lil slap in everyday life

i dont wan think bout it

neither i wan to believe that it happen

though it use to b something i cherish

i m letting it go

people are goin to say im self centered again

but as everyday passed

i realize

i always try to protect others

till

i forget to protect my own feeling

Sickening Situation

life is unfair

u get shouted but u r not sided

u stand alone

bunch of preeps u hang with

is there

in distance

juz givin a glance on you

dissapointment for a person i called as brother

i gues he doesnt even care

probably..

he doesnt even believe me or treating me as one anyway?

hot cold hot cold

sometimes i wonder

i guess a lil pat and calming shoulder

always do

i gues now everybody really really in the tense situation

struggling between two world

outside people dont understand hows our life is

and nv once try too

but we have no choice

so its okay!

but people hanging on!

we can make this through!!!

Verse 1 ]
Been sittin' thinkin' bout you and I
And wonderin why we're not getting along
So frustrated cause, what we had was a happy home.
I don't know what the situation is
But I can tell in the way we kiss
We don't talk no more it feels better when I'm alone

[Pre-chorus]
Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you
Like you don't appreciate all that I do.
You gotta show me that you want me to stay don't turn & walk away

[Chorus]
Baby I'm slowly fallin' out... of love with you
I don't know what to do, how did we end up here this way what are we gonna do? I'm slowly
Fallin' out... baby we're trippin' on silly things
Boy I need you to meet me halfway, if you want me to be with you...

[Verse 2]
I remember when, I'd be with my friends
You checked on me and made time to call
But how things have changed, now I don't hear from you at all.
Yeahh yeah yeah

[Pre-chorus]
Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you
Like you don't appreciate all that I do.
You gotta show me that you want me to stay don't turn & walk away

[Chorus]
Baby I'm slowly fallin' out... of love with you
I don't know what to do, how did we end up here this way what are we gonna do? I'm slowly
Fallin' out... baby we're trippin' on silly things
Boy I need you to meet me halfway, if you want me to be with you...

[Bridge]
Don't let your pride get in
The way, for something we worked so
Hard just don't throw it away
I been tryin make you see that everything
You need is right here with me

[Pre-chorus]
Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you
Like you don't appreciate all that I do.
You gotta show me that you want me to stay don't turn & walk away don't turn and walk away...

[Chorus]
Baby I'm slowly fallin' out... of love with you
I don't know what to do, how did we end up here this way what are we gonna do? I'm slowly
Fallin' out... baby we're trippin' on silly things
Boy I need you to meet me halfway, if you want me to be with you...

Slowly fallin'
Slowly fallin'

How did we end up here this way?
Ooooo

Slowly fallin'
Slowly fallin'

How did we end up here this way?
Oooooo

here i am
sitting in the middle of this 4 wall bedroom
with ting tong sound of msn
oh my...
CAN U FEEL IT?
CAN U ??
CAN U?
OMG
ITS SO boring down heree
maybe i should go n play viwawa

oh yea..i know cz or da ge not goin to read this but yeah still
im goin to congrat you all!
im very proud of u all!! haha
especially GANGSTER..
I LOVE THAT GANGSTER..
bloodyy hot!
sizzling
wuahahahhaa

go and strive guys..
u all can do it!!!

startin of blog alwaes has nothing much to say for a moment

BAOXIN is in hongkong suddenly misses her

oh there my TWIN brother in camp SO SAD

and and there is my brother ^JIARUY^ who is so long i didnt c

(actually only SAT)

but anyway, continue on

goodluck to dage and my bBud for ur upcoming K.O battle night

and and

not forgetting thre is pheiling (e thing i know u know)

THERE you are my sister *u are gonna be fine :)*

and yeckpeng big headed head

THAT causes sister head too getting bigger

oh well...who more who more?

NORA,e idiot slank-er..idah,the NOISY companion hahaha

then then there is mIkuMIku

watashi nanyang poritekuniku gakusei
(no wa no no no nothing)

lolololol

Andy the drama king

ARjuna the choregrapher

and and i ve got MY always

bestfriend mIRUCKY e idot poland guy

and mei mei and hendrix

and and..

anita si joker, rika si egoistic lady butttaa i loveveve herr

there are bong si designer

and ALEX GIL JEKONG

and eva and barbar

oh my

i miss you people