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There is an inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to. There is a beauty in the strength and determination of a woman who follows her own path, who isn't thrown off by obstacles along the way. There is a beauty about a woman whose confidence comes from experiences; who knows she can fall, pick herself up, and move on

posting this blog after my anivessary

haha

this is so emo somehow

i ve got this bad habit

even though i say i will stay in my step

i still wanna know what is goin on with

all of my friends life

then i ll go through blog by blog

i see their happiness

jeolusy

haha

i feel sux when i try to talk normaly to her

its ackward feeling i felt

miss DANCING

so MUch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

attachment over also

parent bein RETARDED

i miss u so much

been so long since we ve spent more then 12 hours together

sigh..

in their heart

i guess im now just a normal passerby friend

i guess my existence no longer important

lol

friendship

family

i guess this relationship just

blossom and beautiful in some people

but just not me

i guess if i lost u baby

i can just ...

give up on everything

if only world only goin around between u and me

and nothing else

wonder if other missing me?

i kind of missing everybody down here

jasmine jezz dage rui aud bev gina diane twin brother cz bao kenny idah nora qilah hanisah

cassandra syaff tricia les fong arjuna pratically everybody

i know its kinda stupid that i mis them becoz of stupid lame excuses

like example

jasmine retardedness

jezz lesbiian act

this kind of thing loh.~

but maybe becoz this people really almost i see them quite often

and

especially my baby boy

love sick here

REALLY REALLY CANT TAKE IT

something cross my mind

i wan to search for love sick medication

using internet

LIKE JASMINE the libra girl DO!!! the other jasmine i mean not the retardede one

oh yea i mis her too somehow

hahahahhahaa

maybe coz e day before i fly..we really talk alot

especialy lame things

baby boy baby boy baby boy baby boy baby boy baby boy baby boy

argh baby boyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

i mis you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wonder if u guys feel e same as i do .. haha

how long more i muz have this plastic face

between both of u dad and mom?

can u two just bloody stop the whole situation

i jjust back from a camp
sometimes fun
sometimes bored
sometime too busy
but after all,
the babies of Foreign bodies enjoyin it!
i guess thats good enough

so on e 12 is my baby bday
it is so stupid
that he caught me bringin the cake
oh GOSH
but i know he was very happy on the day
thanks goodness
thats lovely enough for me
and my satisfaction just be cured

have been pushin myself hard lately
so i guess my fever caused by
muscle flue
tsk tsk tsk

for my babe :
it always a pain to see you that way
i just hope things will be better for you
and ur life will be smoother
so i prayed for ur happiness
dun worry i ll b there for u in term of down

i read diane blog today
suddenly i feel why my blog always so dull
i juz woke up because my beautiful boyfriend
IS AND super! NOISY
cant blame him
because he always late in the morning
just like me rolf

today is his perfomance
a stage that he wan to dance so badly *used to*
i hope everybody good luck
(baby,lesner,joey,rui,dage

i guess
my name already erased fully
from ur life
lol
but still i wish u a soon birthay
wishin u have all the best in ur life

i asked :wanna acc go **?
actualy im kinda thought u will say no
but actually ya
yea man its for 1st time after so long
only the 2 of us
nothn much to talk
i wanna ask how are you recently..
butta it is best if i just hold back
maybe being a coward
haha
but at least that moment lighten my mood for moment

my baby goin workshop today
*2days without him
haiz

first note of the day :

*plz dont take taxi often*

*plz dont get to excited*

but yeah because on the day i buoght it

he was around

and it just happen the person told us

it will be written i love u forever in french wording

AND so

because i told him i givin for my friend bday present

and its quite obvious a guy thingy!~

yet i said.."u dont mind right?it just a present!"

he was quite in a dillema

he told me just now that he was quite worried

he is like "y got love message yet u give to other guy?"

but of course i m not givin it to others

so yea! remember!

still way more to go hmhmhmh~ :):):)

*i cant get to excited*

*demoralized isnot a way to b frustated*

*push push!*

jiayooo

im exciting by a fascination of it lalala~