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There is an inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to. There is a beauty in the strength and determination of a woman who follows her own path, who isn't thrown off by obstacles along the way. There is a beauty about a woman whose confidence comes from experiences; who knows she can fall, pick herself up, and move on
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day 2
Saturday, August 30, 2008
:current mood: having a really quite migrane and stomach cramp quite bad right now! my mood is super low right now wanted to write something happy!! :trip with jasmine baby girl: i went out with babygirl on thursday well she thought i got bored actually im just very tired babe :) i miss her oh 2 days didnt c her~~ we went all over singapore "laughed *its an inside joke* waiting for more to come hehe!! oh btw if u read this, the migrane nothing got to do with ur chocolate OOPSss** 'laughed again' :old catch up: also,i ve meet julie she specially went back from canada just to see me been long since we ve talked. and i haven have a proper time to really talk to you just havin dinner and taken some photos yea im sorry im really quite tired this few days but no way..!this tuesday yea im gonna see you and wednesday u gonna SLEEP MY HOUSE Waitin for the day :)) :some burdens: noone could feel the way i feel about you and i doubt noone feeling it as deep as i do this is e 2nd day i ve seen you in my dreams i guess im trying to forget everythin but my brain, my unconcious mind know it sure nothing i can do to feel nothing bout it! im so dissapointed of myself letting myself down just because of you im tired,i guess i really tired i need sometimes i guess times is really a hard thing or i should just run from it again? :for my dear guy who is the sweetest sin of mine: babyboy,thank you for always being there for me though im being really retarded sometimes but i know u never once leaving me all alone for that i wanna we have babies soon in the sims 2 !LOL~~ OH..quote my word "BABIES" well..dont get wory,that statement above in red not for you~ :):) happy belated anivv 11 yesterday its kinda spoiled!!!! why are u bath finish so fast that day?OMG! is it?
is it because lacking of undestanding? is it because trying to hard? is it because i m just not capable of it? is it because sometimes selfish take in charge? is it sometimes taken granted thingy happening? i dont wanna bother it anymore one thing for sure i wanna make sure myself e next time i see you i feel nothing no agony, no hard feeling, no anger nothing i just have one day wish that karma occurs amen. i hope when that day come i wont be soft FOR babyGIRL
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
i've learnt something really important yesterday and today i learnt that it is so true that its better to have a few close friends rather than a million frend and thus i wan to cherish those few that i have right now maybe its only one? or maybe its only two? or maybe its only three? it doesnt matter because thats good enuff and baby told me something really precious for me to undestand ps: its okay if u dont wan me :)) u can go ur way..and we can stay as club mate,girl. and i said this from my bottom of heart.no offence. baby girl,i dont wanna bribe here alot but as what i say this is dedicated to you whom always so understanding and sweet all this while u done things that i expect that noone will do it chasing me in my tears not saying a single word just huggin me lettin the tears dried up and tell me..im just wanna be with u in time of this u know those gesture really important for me and thus makin me loving u addictively fear not "ur slang" i should remind you stil im straight :) so i wanna cherish you always and dont lose you no matter what maybe i wil a lil agresif in times, a lil selfish in times, but just tell me i do thing to make it better,aight? so enough of this lovely dokey message for you muackss i dont ask for forever,but if cant i wan it to be endlessly questions
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
1. The person who tag you is . diane 2. Your relationship with him/her is . we are fellow scorpion 3. Your five impression of him/her. she is cute,sweet,quiet,noisy,and understanding 4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you . it just happen 5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you . its better to 1 close fren rather than a million fren 6.If he/she become your lover, you will . at the moment it wont happen we both are still straight! 7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be . she must stop giving impression that she is a very quiet person because she actually quite noisy!HAHA 8. If he/she become your enemy, you will . sad of course 9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be . i've betrayed her trust thats what scorpion normally hate 10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is . this is such a long draggy thingy i dont know wht i wan to do for her kiss her maybe hehe 11. Your overall impression of him/her is . she really very sweet! 12. How you think people around you will feel about you . sensitive alot OF THINGS 13. The characters you love of yourself are : i have too much concern 14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are . too mch concern till i m thinking am i TRYING TO BE fake? 15. The most ideal person you want to be is . i wan to b loved by people surrounding me i wan to have a postive thing in all my mindset i guess thats all what my ideal thing 16. For people that care and like you, say something to them . thanks for takin care of me :))) 17. 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you. 1) Babyboy i wish i can see his heart how he feel 2) my father 3) my mother 4) jezz 5) bev 6) diane 7) ARJUNA 8) jasmine 9) hanisah 10) regina no need bun coz she just told me how she feel bout me 18. Who is no.6 having relationship with? fong. a senior that nv fail to enlighten me by his speech full of charisma and wisdom 19. Is no.9 a male or female?(ALY) female (: 20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? they will be a combination of dope dancer no ques 21! huh so retarded uh? 22. What is no.2 studying about? he is my father ..no longer studying too old already 23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? 3 hours ago 24. What kind of music band does no.8 like? she ar..GETHO..?rnb? or chinese emo song?WUAHAHAH 25. Does no.1 have any siblings? yeah (: 26. Will you woo no.3? crazy XD 27. How about no.7? OF COURSE SHE IS HOT 28. Is no.4 single? SINGLE But available 29. What is the surname of no.5? i only know her middle name is shanel 30. What 's the hobby of no.10? when she bored..she will read alot of blog see online shopping? and everything keep her ALIVE and not bored and she loves takin photo! 31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? no one wont get along with hanisah 32. Where is no.2 studying at? sickenin la uuu 33. Talk something casually about no.1. casual?when he sleep he loves to hug me if i juz kiss him. 34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? yea somehow rather 35. Where does no.9 live at? somewhere in SG (: 36. What colour does no.4 like? RED!!!!! she thinks are damn hot 37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend? sort of.they are fellow gemini 38. Does no.1 have any pets? yea..yuki chan 39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? wow of course"suddenly remember she done a wave in the lying down position 40. What is no. 10 doing now? sleepin probably she is been so tired recently i juz delete my rubish previously
i guess after all i meet the right person to talk with who make me understand i m really glad that some people do choose nt to give up on me they tell me what went wrong and enlight me cheer me up instead leaving me in dark unconscious mind the rest is always up to me right? so i choose to listen and change isnt its better than u leave urself is emo state causing u to lose weight lose appetite increase wrinkles aging skin dead skins unstable mental thinking leading to all negative things i guess i also need to stand by my own feet it cant be always people are there for you i should learn that too thank you diane and bun for those things :) muackss TMR
Saturday, August 23, 2008
so here i am writing this dedicated for any-o-how crew especially my baby! baby,no matter what u going through im always supporting you even there is mistake even you done awfull i will always there for you not getting ashamed of you and im supporting you through everything ya? but u are not goin to done awfully YOU ARE GOIN TO BE PERFECTURE because i pray for you tonight that tmr will be NOT A BETTER DAY but A MIRACLE AND FASCINATING DAY and the best day! so rest well and remember tmr we are meeting dont left me LOL so i give u my kiss,warmth,love,hug,and smile "u are goin to be okay :) may GOD BLESS YOU ! i love you like noone could do and for ginaGINA,lesner,fong,tyron,and joey you all goin to be fine dont stressed out rest early people :) bomb e stage and leave with no regret! you all know yourself you are better than others. so dont let fear and dissapointment of choreographing,not enuff time let u all down best you all in GOD name so good nite kenny waiting for me in DOTA. SO love you baby again give me a call before u get sleep :)) tarot?
Friday, August 22, 2008
You are The Wheel of FortuneGood fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You? 12.43
its 12.43 my exam finish 2 hours ago! so its a wohoo and OH no imagine im having this attachment on the last 4 weeks of my PAST holiday and when back to school projects are tons and alot of things need to setle working and dancing so after that exams are just in front of it AND NOW ANOTHER attachments oh i shall not complain as i wil have 1 month holiday ")) well,i dont really know how my result maybe gonna be quite not very good or maybe another luck again lol..(vani:success people have big luck) tsk tsk tsk considering i din attend any single lecture consider not bad huh! wel,hope my psychology pass and biology i have done some stupid stuff okay.. i tell u wat when a question asked : "draw a diagram of cros sectional kidney?" ARE U GOIN TO DRAW A KIDNEY DIAGRAM? RIGHT?!! YEEA its right so my retardednes of the day instead of drawing the kidney diagram i draw table form of answer well..so smart elect and finish the whole paper in 40 mins (that cause e whole exam hall students stun at me? and my lecture asked me:so fast??) when e paper is 2 hours IS MAKIN ME WORRIED SICK NOW -am i skipping any questiong? -am i writting anything wrong? -will i fail? OH MY GOSH !!!! enuffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff of complain about exam what is done is done!! anybody having e same problem as me? WOW..HI 5 rui oh rui still got 3 more oh? so MISERABLE AHAHAHA oh man..i wann see u! so long didnt hit ur butt ur daddy must be missing u too :)) i see u soon man ~~ and bao bao faster finish projectsss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KISSU KISSU!! hehe i dont even think she got time to read this so yea wanna tell u I MISS UR (hehe)(ergyahaha)(wink)(rolling eye) uhh!! so here dedicated to dearest BAOBUN LOOK how innoncent she is last year :)) uploading stressor
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
it just some will b uploaded im tired of uploading downloading randomly too many~ end off with my favourite one sweet lil things
day today
Monday, August 18, 2008
is that all the sweetness drain to? sealing further and further blowing of cold breeze and heartache wonder.... do it still feel the same way? or its already like the anymous boat without the master drifting slowly in the sea with no directions boring timing
Friday, August 15, 2008
pictures of fong's birthay,old day times, and keny&baby saloons oh .well. i hate trance so here featuring rui & alex sweet lovely and retarded JASMINE no doubt she is super lovely ehm..~ gangstar in action,mike picturing"4 wonders woman" candid shot taken the other line,and father-son relationship ^ SO WHICH one which one? so long huh? nothing much to be updated ya. and life is not movin very smoothly oh i mean "past tense" so i m thankful for everyday i guess im doin fine with friends and bByboy they put up smile in me though i feel some biterness within me but i m sure times will make me stronger like how i m becomin now let me make a piggy face ^ ^ ( 0 0 ) ( {} ) it just dont look like pig HMPHhh nevermine..~ actually! i m supposed to update about alot of things baby n kenny saloon time! of kenny being cutey,and my boyfriend ignorance ouww~~ hao xin fu the "memory" ho ho ho ho but i ve too busy that i forgotten about it oh wel~ first two paper,im kinda not sure wether will doin fine i hope so which i doubt so but there is stil wishing so so when i get out from exam hall i was saying "wah..skali we got B OR C for this module..amazing huh?" so vani replied "wah im so proud of u,to this state u still can say such thing though u not studying" and we both laughed well its always be our crap when we outta the exam hall with just flipping books so maybe thus people said we are born with a super lady luck cause we din retake anything thoough we have such a "bad lifestyle" so?should we actually proud of it?OR should we being ashamed of it?
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