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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
is not like i wanna write an emo post again maybe this time round i really just write it purely... without caring anyone thought recently,i heard that this girl who i really used to be emoing alot whom i think by this time by just reading this few sentences you know who you are doesnt really matter people know it or not but as long as you know it its really enough its not like i dont know how ackward just standing 1m away? how our jokes end up with silent of course i notice the point im tryin to tell you here... i heard that u are saying im trying to attract ur attentions last time that cause u to avoid me things like that? can i explain myself here? i am not. i just tryin to talk to you normally i really wish we can back from the scratch when we dont know each other thats all if u are asking am i behaving hypocrite? acting as if nothing happen between you & me? im not because i cant bring myself to hate you
i dont really care wether u read it or not if u read it,i just hope u understand but if u dont,let it as words left unsaid because to this extent, no way can make us get better no way can bring us back to where we used to be isnt it? so therefore, what i write here just a total explanation that i required no change in you but i really regret,if only i never push that hand away that night maybe things are not like now groove of life
Monday, September 29, 2008
*im having fun in changin this blogskin* its totally fantastic!! is not like very often of me changing a blogskin but when i do,people are really freakin screaming because i change it daily -oh well ..- reason wise : i get sick of it after a day ?!lol damn it! today, LA was really fun and a lil bored because we need to wait while juna setling everybody formations BUT of course NEVERTHELESS juna still the dope and LA looks good i should really catch up. i dont want to look like cock.Oops... is not too good to say such word ^baby said =)
(: : living ur life to the fullest: :) hospital
i hate the smell of drug i hate the smell of hospital sometimes i asked those question people ask :do you really like what u are doing?: i wonder... but isnt it too late to turn back? lying down here.. bed with maybe thousand people had died before? i feel its disgusting hospital just make me feel worse maybe anaesthesia dont? other than that? sians
Friday, September 26, 2008
everyone tell me let loose just be ignorant there is nothing u can do too anyway its damn unfair for me damn UNFAIR! but sian la i guess its true to say in whole of your entire life *you comfirm will see one kind of person like that* then may as well you learnt to ^hackcare^ GOD has eye to see and you can lie to everyone what you do but you know urself what you are doing so enough said this goin to be the last post im goin to write about this all this nonsense stuff can just let me dance with peace please? Labels: be the ignorant bastard... yea :))
welcOMe backs people before i start writing anything about everything
so today , i joined the new style class taught by POPPER ben im glad i decided to join it i know i will get to improve this way its really fun and for the first time i could say im really enjoying dance not get to stress when i see others dance better than me what matter most is learning taken place. so on the way back home accompanied by one stick of cigarette i get to think a lil while everyone have their idol in minds i dont really have idol that i would so into to however, i m idolizing people in parts that they are strong and because of this i was thinking that if only there is this one PERSON who have aura and confidence like Bev diligency like Rui perception towards dance like Lesner endurance like Mybaby and humble like Rachel he will be a very respected dancer. not to forget "it spells dope" woahh..i just this very imposible wish lol..but its okay i guess its better to have such thinking :)) *** forget it suddenly feel that this post damn not nice to see i just remove it and ya GOOD LUCK TO ALL JUNIORS :) Labels: pearl please be bright always mei being retarded?
Thursday, September 25, 2008
so couldnt sleep tonight cause i was watching nighto in this ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND SO me and meii fightin in a very retarded way she : i bet you sux at this. i : u too. she : u wait. i : n so? she : cakes. then happen i never reply so long that i watch the part already so i found out it four LEAF COVER! LOL! damn nooobb uu mei!HAHAHA today's topic
hellow readers__ welCome baCK to my "notsoprivat" blog wether i know you or i dont it doesnt really matter BUt yet maTters :) *let me tell you the way the liar lived their life* -BITCH- Bactstabbings people with indefinate stabs Inner fakeness. {if u dont get what i meants : its like they pretend to be the most trustworthy person,behave with angelic actions &the most friendlier mankind} Talk like bimbo Countless things to be comented Hours of hours of gossiping oh..u read it and u feel it? im so sorry about it but maybe you are one. GOTCHA tsk tsk tsk woahh+ recently im really get damn mean im laughing at people who their life right now in shit do you by any chance interested in knowing? you see i've told you KARMA exist dont ya? so as you see thats karma for ya oh well,i see you asking me that question again.. who WHO who? its of course for you to find out and then again if you feel it? do you really think im directing to you? think again? :P this is exciting :) quite a retard photo here
*** soon i will blog about my grandfather and upload the photo i guess now not the right time yet there is stil memory i cant forget and there is still grief within me hungry
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
i feel so much better after talkin to diane i should have learnt earlier that fakeness! oh well its okay its over already cant be bothered :) IM SO DAMN HAPPY TODAY lalalala~~~ i dont know why today i got bad craving keep feel like eating im so hungry BE IGNORANT!
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
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Monday, September 22, 2008
1. The person who tag you is? :- CONNIE *the crazy lady lover 2. Your relationship with him/her is? : - fB family younger generation 3. Your five impressions of him/her? : - pretty,sexy,sweet,nice,and sory to say BLACK 4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you? : - hm...of course when i m sad she encourage me 5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you? : - “noone want you i still love you" :) 6.If he/she become your lover, you will? : - oh my ryuta goin to skin her 7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be? : - when i know i tell you 8.If he/she become your enemy, you will? : - keep calling her niggas.. LOL 9.If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be? : - trying to steal my baby hahaaha!! 10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is? : - hm.. 11. Your overall impression of him/her is? : - she is so crunchy to get bite 12. How you think people around you will feel about you? : - not including that bitch : i m normal 13. The characters you love of yourself are? : - i can smile even though its hurting 14.On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are? : - Easily bored. < i ve got to admit i have this too talking unnecessary thing when i feel uncomfortable 15. The most ideal person you want to be is? : - JESUS which is imposible 16. For people that care and like you, say something to them? : - may all of you blessed with happiness and harm couldnt hurt you 17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you pass to people that have blogs only. 1. RUI even though he doesnt have blog 2. DIANE 3. CELEST 4. IDAH 5. HANISAH 6. ARJUNA 7. JEANIE 8. DARYLL 9. EVELYN 10. AUDREY 18.Who is no.6 having relationship with? who hmm~~ 19. Is no.9 a male or female? A femALE 20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? NO they are not. AND of course it wont be a good thing because Ck wil kill audrey if it is. 21. What is no.2 studying about? oh she is in design course.and she hate the module she is doing now.LOL. 22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? : about 2 weeks ago 23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? : he?he loves LA.which i dont know why. 24. Does no.1 have any siblings? : Got. 25. Will you woo no.3? NO 26. How about no.7? NO oso 27. Is no.4 single? : oh she is not. 28. What is the surname of no.5? gracious her middle name 29.What’s the hobby of no.10? : laughing and being retarded LOL a reply
if you miss what i write here than too bad because i decided not to write it anymore because its no use one day truth will be revealed.
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me and tric he and his EYE CANDY *djingga goin to kill you djingga and he acting to be porn star here is some pics taken on *jiarui birthay, *jasmine house, *me&miaoxin outing oh damn it
Sunday, September 21, 2008
and im still really very pissed with the same stuff its so shameless of you how can a person disguise me till i even regret to have that friendship before two faced and sweet tounge all you have damn.. shame on you jerks and bitches
so today i have two thing that irritated the hell out of me. *1st thing you know there is proverb saying no matter how good monkey jumping around,it will fell obviously u cant hide a things wrongdoing i should say forever isnt it? and how ugly you are doing one day PEOPLE will realize i shall not curse for i know it will happpen *2nd thing being childish bastard is all over you and you are well known of it of course so do you think i need to tell anyone about it anyway? and if u feel im talkin about you oh well..thats a burning shoot you right in ur black heart. and it because of ur woman that i wholeheartedly respect you are ignored and i wil not lay a single hand of it so with further said.. if .... things get outta hand it will be very ugly on you dont give me a bloody hand.. oh my...RECENTLY people are being bitch and jerk of course im not saying MOST but minority does and its bloody iritating its pissing me off but still due to my patience control recently i haven blow up aye.. thank you for people who are standing up for me im really thankfull~ so enough said im should not spoil my day further.. by getting myself so worked up about it it wil end here. and so not because of anything im writing here with anonymity and not saying it in front of your face reason being : 1.you are not even a shit which is still useful in agriculture you are way too worthless and NO words can represent you 2.you are too two-faced that disgust the hell out of me. just for RUI TEO
Saturday, September 20, 2008
so happy birthay RUI TEO!
LApop
pop LA POP la POP la LA POP la concentrate today,im damn exhausted seriously in my mind is only this two thingy i drop getho i guess i dont wan to screwed production lesser thing to concetrate the better right now so i m not exhausting myself. beach day again
Thursday, September 18, 2008
diane waiting for jiaruy who took so long to come is not that because he is late or what.we bought a cake for him celebrating an advance birthay for him so we asked him to buy us a drink which he feel so wierd that no one want to accompany him.so he need to walk all e way to buy himself so pity you! :) camwhoring before he come to see our suprise TA DAAA~ HERE is our suprise~ a lil spoiled cause of wind keep blowing so i and diane failed to light the candles so here when the cake smashed into his face. its so ugly till he scream when he sees this photo. ddiane FINALLY get to sun tan after waitin for us who took so long to be under the UV light. ouw,is not that we are late today.it just that we stand under the shade too long.
she is quiet but yet so calming. we do talks much but sometimes we just stand near byor even side by side just smiling in glance without talkin.it sounds retarded.but it is true. yet i dont feel ackward. it feel comfortable even though we are not talking. girl thank you for giving me such pleasure to have you as my friend. if u notice the focuse of this photo not us. is those indians. they are wrestling and swiming in their full clothes. so jiarui so enthuthiastic to take their photo.
so actually this is a candid photo.alot of photo here is candid. it just happen that all are nice! so we three are very dope photographer of this day. locking style.and a pose. candid photo again taken when i fall tryin to do a baby freeze in "so not stable"ground trying to climb it like i do.but he failed to do so thank you guys for the day given.its brighten my day. and the rest of photo must take from me.cause im uploading too much till my hand suan.
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