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Thursday, October 30, 2008
3 past 29 nowim so drained.maybe? or perhaps im just too leturgic by this time. and it seems during this hour, my eyes could not go any sleepier and why? bet me on it. my birthay is counting down. im not too sure how it goin to be? will it just be my dissapointment? or it will be a fascinated one. waiting ... nothing really hapenning recently it just that im really really in the broke state. i mean REALLY im not joking but recently i grow to realize companion is not something you find for but something that come naturally and im glad to have those people around me bringing peace in my days. well thats about my lil diary today :) and juniors whoever are you,and whereever you are and whoever read this. dont be discourage,keep going on and be humble you all will be okay :) i just wanna dance and i just wanna hug my baby sigh
Monday, October 27, 2008
i thought it wont affect me. it does. i really dont know where went wrong i listen to all the advice given and i change my way of doing things over all this stuff seriously.. i dont even know when a friend that i thought my good friend broke down should i go there? fuck.. i wish i just can say i care for you i wish it just as easy to trust me a lil bit.. maybe all along im just nobody so why can i just pretend i didnt c it?
grown up
Saturday, October 25, 2008
a lil sad but im okay now
. i ve grown up. and i m happy to know it. noone know and understand me well enough. but im glad,baby you do. when u told me,i ve grown up...im happy. because i know you never lie such things. thanks baby through all the up and down. so ,reader or whoever even haters.... a lil advice: be happy for everything u have now, if you made a mistake,u cant turn back time, but its never too late to be a better person. and remember,in every down, be thankfull,because that darkness will make u grow stronger. im so thankfull. good night people :)) photoshoot
Thursday, October 23, 2008
photoshoot photos.           the scorpion
THE SCORPIONS(I believe to it,maybe u dont think i am this way?,but what makes u think u know me well?) Beneath a controlled, cool exterior beats the heart of the deeply intense Scorpio. Passionate, penetrating, and determined, this sign will probe until they reach the truth. The Scorpio may not speak volumes or show emotions readily, yet rest assured there's an enormous amount of activity happening beneath the surface. Excellent leaders, Scorpions are always aware. When it comes to resourcefulness, this sign comes out ahead. Friends and Family Sincerity and truth are strong components of the Scorpio's friends. It can take some time before really close bonds are formed, but once done, the Scorpio will remain dedicated and loyal. Witty and intellectual, they prefer companions who are humorous and easygoing. Full of surprises, this sign will give you the shirt off their backs if that's what you need, yet once they are crossed, there's no turning back. They feel deeply, and once hurt, it can be impossible to turn things around. Commitment to family is strong and consistent with the Scorpio. They are exceptionally helpful in managing affairs, and they are excellent advocates when needed. happen those bold wordings are true im amazed.i do my thing sincere and true so i expect my friend to do so.and however,there is not much people who are sincere & truth nowadays. im really dedicated and loyal this is one thing that no one can fight over with me,isnt it?? i love suprises,and im full of suprises. and TRUE ENOUGH IF U CROSS MY LINE, THERE IS NO MORE CHANCE FOR THE FRIENDSHIP. managing affairs to be quite true. but i shall not explain further. Career and Money I desire is the key phrase for the Scorpio. They are fantastic at managing, solving, or creating. Once the Scorpio sets their sights on a goal, there's no deterring this sign. Tasks that require a scientific, penetrating approach are always best done by Scorpions as they will delve deeply into the materials they have. Their ability to focus coupled with determination makes for strong management skills. They're not ones to worry about making friends on the job scene; rather, they prefer to see the task accomplished well. desire is my middle name.i have alot of desire.i do manage stuff,i do solve stuff,and i do create something.however it just recently i get a new believe and principle in my life that *not everything can be manage,solve and created* its true that once my mind is set,i will pursued.but it doesnt happen too often im afraid. Pursuing such careers as scientist, doctor, investigator, navigator, detective, researcher, police officer, business manager, and psychologist all suit the mighty Scorpio. Respect is an essential aspect of working for this sign. They need to respect their coworkers while also feeling a sense of being respected by others. it just happen that yesterday i told baby,i really wanna be a physchologist.i have really a great interest on it.and in case u dont know, my result in physchology subjects are good when everybody found this subject a totally hard to do.i find it so interesting and fun.its not something i bragging about. respect is everything u need to cooperate with the low n high people in ur work settings. Scorpions are disciplined enough to stick to a budget and unafraid of working as hard and as long as it takes to get themselves in a good financial position. Many are fortunate and inherit money. Whatever the case - and regardless of the balance - they are great managers of their dollars and are not apt to overspend. Money means security and a sense of control, which is important to the Scorpio. Therefore, they're going to hang onto the majority of the cash, making decisions carefully before turning any of it over. even though it seems what u see its not true that i said i m sticking to a budget.let me tell you..its true.why i said so?it happens that all my friend know that i spent money like water. well,i must admit i do.because my daddy-kins never give any limit to stop.so i set my own limit.i used to overflow my credit card till $3000 every month.however,this last 6 months, i only spent $200 max.amazing right?no one knows isnt it? and i admit im a workaholic when it comes to i need to get a good financial position. true enough,money is my security and sense of control. when i get a very lil money,or my friend keep lending me money,i get damn frustated.and i stressed over it every night,how am i goin to survive the next day and stuff like that. Love and Sex This is the strongest of the sexualities in the Zodiac. Incredibly passionate, the Scorpio takes intimacy seriously. Partners need to be intelligent and honest. Much of the foreplay for this sign happens long before the bedroom through conversation and observation. Once in love, they are devoted and loyal to the death. But relationships can take some time. The Scorpio needs to build trust and respect for a potential mate slowly and thoroughly. well,no honesty,means our relationship not goin to work in anyway.i need a partner that is inteligent,because when i know my boyfriend is more stupid than me,it gets me really embrassed.simple SCORPIO TIDBITS Health Each sign has a part of the anatomy attached to it, making this the area of the body that is most sensitive to stimulation. The anatomical areas for Scorpio are the genitals, bladder, rectum, and the reproductive organs. i will just say its true,but shall not explain on it. Ruling Planet The ruling planet for Scorpio is Pluto. Traditionally, this planet rules that which is hidden from view. It also represents conception, birth, death, slow growth, generation, regeneration, unpopular causes, anonymity, phobias, and the exposition of secrets. it just happen i know alot exposition of secret,and some retarded phobias (i scared height,i scared people scolding me stupid,rats,clown,many rubbish idiot stuff that most of people think im faking?)i grow to understand why people goes through birth and why dead happen. Colors The colors of choice for Scorpio are dark red and maroon. i have a lil secret. i use to say red is ugly.and all of my friend know i hate red. but true deep inside i am antonished how red can make someone look so glaring,so tasty,so sexy and so mysteriously pretty. and without people knowing,im secretly seeing myself wearing that colour and grow to owh.. to it. :)) so thus my secret exposed. Gemstone Scorpio's star stone is the opal. Lucky Numbers Scorpio's lucky numbers are 2, 7, and 9. if u realize,when somebody ask to choose a number,i will choose 2 n 9.rarely 7. but yeah.. i dont know why.. Compatibility Scorpions are most compatible with Pisces and Cancer. i have a lil disagreement here. because i dont get along with my mom who is pisces. and i used to have ex who is pisces and iritate the hell out me. and cancer personallity, who is easy going but get a lil contradicting when they talk and do make me a lil uncomfortable and makin me feel a lil "they cant be trusted" .maybe it just i haven meet a right person yet? however,what i meant is not to be kept as boyfriend. but maybe just a good friend? :) Opposite Sign The opposite sign of Scorpio is Taurus. so just so right.that i cant get along almost all the taurus i ve met. The Perfect Gift (winking) The best gifts for a Scorpio are sentimental choices, clothing (especially something sexy), and non-fiction books. lol..lol my birthay coming soon dude :))))))))))MAY I ADD SOMETHING... CAN SOMEONE GIVE ME A POTATO CHIPS BRAND"LURVE" chilli maybe a dozen of it..?? i have really a craving on it!!!!!! Likes Truth, facts, being right, teasing, longtime friends, a grand passion, a worthy adversary this god to be damn true Dislikes Dishonesty, passive people, revealing secrets and this too!! House Natural sign of the Eighth House. This house focuses on sex, taxes, death and rebirth, a partner's resources, inheritance, and regeneration. Famous Scorpions Hillary Clinton, Leonardo DiCaprio, Sean Combs, Julia Roberts Best travel destination Zambia, Syria, Norway, Halifax, Liverpool, New Orleans, Washington, D.C. Strengths Passionate, stubborn, resourceful, brave, a true friend Weaknesses Jealous, distrusting, secretive, violent, caustic Charismatic marks An intense look in the eyes, muscular i have no idea about muscular thingy.however,an intense look in the eye maybe true? back then when im still in the bad society,everyone tells me, when im angry,my eyes turn red and evil.i dont really have a miror to see so take it as its a charismatic point "? :Lol Best environment Dark, sensuous places, any situation that offers power or rouses strong feelings maybe thus i always choose church to calm myself when i drown into problems. and maybe thus i always goes to club when i get a lil high. recently i ve a lot of thing to blog.about the entrepeneurship talk ive attend. and still my grandfather burrying post still not up.alot of thing stil so lil time. and so still...stay still.... today of another today
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
wake up under not so shiny day kinda dull. with the thousand dozed off alarm and finally a call from babyGIRL so get my lazy ass wake up puff some shit and sit back to relax some gangstar shit show which ended up *horrifying* so cooks jumbo mie for jasminee & myself and get a puf puf for awhile we talks some stuff shit stuff,funny stuff,lame stuff and finally off from my crib to school thats for today nothing much i love you baby girl i love you baby boy i lubbzzzxxx everyone today :) welcome the world love but unforgivable
Monday, October 20, 2008
ever happen that u love the person but u cant forgive? damn shit
Saturday, October 18, 2008
i got a whole of screwed day. its again happening
Friday, October 17, 2008
this is the verse 1 of lyric i ve wrote. i stuck. a broken hearted person nv make a good love song. now i understand,why once my teacher so angry that i cant keep my emotion controlled because emotions affect composer so much tmr is showcast and doctor appointment for my brain MRI scan tomorow morning damn shag.and sian. unsaid words
sometimes you will realize the importance of someone existence when you start to lose it.
do you see it? and thus understand it. what i said now take it seriously. in any form of my talkin,im not threatening.. im just saying.. i wish a forever and i want it badly but it takes two hand to clap. clapping just a hand will be too tiring what you said that hurt a person even its forgiven,scars are left behind
and HAPPY BIRTHAY dope nick ho.:) people around me
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
they are the people who i spent almost everyday of my life with. on VIVIAN suprise party :) she is a happy woman!  buddy buddy. actin cool & handsome. :)  couple of the day.one of the normal photo shoot given.:)  leron !~  beatboxer in da house.presenting to you JACKY  threesome of me tric and minie  my darling charming boy~  buddy buddy mf leader uh~  baby girl :) misses always.  buddy buddy.  sweetest couple dude.~  my twinie brother.  I LOVE minie. :)its dark night actually.  zoe n baby.  fb family added with some others. .JPG) all the fb girls. .JPG) BEFORE WE WENT TO VIVIAN SUPRISE PARTY. this is what is done in my house tricia haven finish making up.  the patchwork lady. and gina haven sent me the rest of photo T_T lol its okay.i know u are tired and sick. please do take care of urself aight? :)  so here is the princess of the day.SHARON!! u see how beautiful her and "her hair" .JPG) us again.trying another pose. .JPG) and AGAIN!hahah .JPG) HERES ARE the picture taken during photoshoot. blurry me n rachie."TOMOKO" lol  me and buddiess.  me n baobun. !  me and the drama king.!  laope and gina.  finale the dalpino baby.  off *** CIAoxxx sighing
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
shreg school start seriously,i hate school reopen especially when i see my semester schedule its like after study weeks,and some practical exams i have my attachment in IMH and thereafter my examinations week. seriously,why its damn sux? when seriously during that period of time productions practices are sure a kill! man... "this a circumstances that i hate the most" and especially when i took scholarship the pressure i have really loaded* shreg.damn shreg. today,sory lesner,djing,bao,n jasmine. i know i ve got this real black face over my parent scolding seriously.. and thanks lesner for sending me home till quite near my lift.
today, LA is damn tiring and i know it still not up to standart man.... sigh end of today with a sigh... if i were a boy
Friday, October 10, 2008
HAPPY
COOL occurance
Thursday, October 9, 2008
i have a real mood swing yesterday maybe because suddenly so many strangers in e house i get very frustated when my house overwhelmed by people n migrane strike was bad yesterday eventually,i decided to stay over baby's palace. we went to sleep quite early *yet i couldnt sleep* "baby,u are snoring quite loud" so yeah... finally asleep when suddenly a damn loud knock in our room heard you know,i really cant get any noise especially that kind of noise if not my head will start to spin again and again morning, after submit baby's cheque i went home -when i realize i have no ezlink card & money- so i took taxi and then i ask the uncle to wait the uncle really being nice and wait its like..he just let me go up and get money for him seriously? so my wild thinking start to wander... does he have any ability to know wher am i? or..he has the ability to curse me n gets me into dark trouble? or..im just look quite inonncent? it must be im quite inoncent HMMMmmm :))) so lets end it here! morning people :)) i suddenly feel energized even though i just ate a cup noodle
what best
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
what you think is the best for us or for me maybe its not what always the best pOp it
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Poppin, aiseh NICK HO dope!! LOL... and yizhen stop laughing at me! haha i should say stop laughing at everybody. but i love popping time its really fun there is serious,there is laughter it just complete a daily requirement "playing while learning" ps:baby. u really need a rest. if not ur body couldnt take it anymore cant u just listen?and get ur ass and everpart of ur body in the bed and be still in the resting position? IQ TEST
so i done my iq test. and this is the result i get.man,i ve got a headache after i do it.=_-! Visual Mathematician Your IQ Score is: 115 You have a strong ability to process visual-spatial and mathematical information. These skills combined with your strengths in logic are what make you a Visual Mathematician. You're able to understand patterns visually and in numbers. That means your mind can create a mental picture for any problem. In addition to that skill, you possess an intelligence that allows you to apply math to that picture, too. That helps you manipulate multiple parts of the picture (or problem) to come up with a solution. You have many skills that are critical to success and problem-solving. Your talents help you understand the "big picture," which is partly why people may turn to you for direction — especially in the workplace. You flourish in environments where tasks are clearly defined, and you are a whiz at improving processes and making things more efficient. Your ability to detect patterns and your skills in math and logic, make it natural for you to come up with ideas and theories that simplify processes for everyone. Outside of work, Visual Mathematicians tend to do well at strategic activities like chess. It must be that ability to recognize patterns — both as they are and how they develop. Regardless of how you put your mind to use, you've got a great set of talents. You will be able to envision a clear path and calculate the risks, and more importantly, the rewards, of anything you take on. do re mi fa so la si do
Sunday, October 5, 2008
isnt he sizzling?? baby,you are more charming as you said :))
aiyah should not explain any further anyway because i dont really wanna cause any unnecessary disputes seriously,i mean it. since i already clear the misunderstanding i hope u do really understand but if you wanna take it as in im lying thats up to you too today. im a lil dissapointed with what happened but its okay. but in a way, im glad that im sure you read it doesnt really matter wether u still find me anoying as long as i've done my part im grateful enough another topic, ryu's mommie wanted to do facial for me and after she done, my whole forehead is totaly *OMG* baby,you often ask me wether im happy today.. lol. tsk tsk tsk do you wanna be another dissapointment of the day? though i ans you 'im normal' im actually quite happy just to see ur face :") ^my charming boy^ another topic the another, i watch again do re mi fa so la si do with baby i wanna show him the charming guy that acts like him tsk tsk all throughout the movie, i and him were like busy saying "OMG..thats so just like you!" "u see u see thats how childish you are!" oh well.. he is sizzling charming -meltsss fallback
what goes around comes around thats all i can say nothing really important really it just that i m glad GOD is not blind i m actually quite feeling shreg this few days and it seems im getting sick flu striking fever maybe thats why im really very moody somehow..
Saturday, October 4, 2008
truthfully, somehow i have already this thing in my mind that already in me and cause my self-esteem to the lowest side *i just dont belong there* and im afraid to get hurt lol for today,good job to all junior everybody done a very good job and keep improving those who are already good be humble and keep going up! im tired really tired my day's today
Friday, October 3, 2008
popper ben class again i only left a few more class i wish that 107 can last our class longer there is still alot of thing i wanna learnt i wish holiday not overing so soon too! so i can dance longer. siigh! there is something i m not satisfied i wan to fly higher i wanna do more i know im still not good enough.. but be confident listen music more flow with it!
im having a really bad migrane and mens cramp it just a few days back i was hospitalized for awhilie and now i already feeling leturgic again but of course i know i will be fine :) i think i justt need a lil hug&kiss from you baby :) then i gain all the strength again such a beautiful day :) fondeu? mm..
Thursday, October 2, 2008
so HAPPY BIRTHAY jasmine :)  i know im kinda late to write this for you an hour* but at least i manage to msg you in time which is not really in time :( 4min earlier* but,i wish your happiness in +every single things you do +health spell PERFECTS last not least +i wish ur happiness with my twin bro :)) TODAY i went to eat buffet with my family&baby it was really a great day :)) im glad we ate till we sort off going to burst our stomach beneath that, im happy that your percerption towards them better im really enjoying my life when i really try to get loose and think nothing else i want to do it ALWAYS LIKE THIS ooOPS.. i hope i dont get lazier tsk tsk tsk so let the photo take in charge of "HOW WE ENJOYING OUR FONDEU" not forget fresh oyster,sashimi,crabs,prawns,beef steak OUhh..my JAW dropping again!! which mel SO JEOLUS off~~ :)))) *smile wickedly*  here's the leftover fondeu  so his 1st photo,its candid.he looks ugly so i was tryin to tidy his hair up because before we went to eat he fell asleep in my house waitin for my parent to get done.     ps:diane,i just wanna tell you.you are something to me. so i hope you wont think anyhow :) Labels: WONDERFUL
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