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There is an inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to. There is a beauty in the strength and determination of a woman who follows her own path, who isn't thrown off by obstacles along the way. There is a beauty about a woman whose confidence comes from experiences; who knows she can fall, pick herself up, and move on

today,31th december 2008.

im actually at baby's place writing this blog while

he is playing my PSP and figuring out which of which

weapon nicer to use..and keep bothering me with questions.LOL

actual plans were to meet jacky and the rest to go to

ESCAPE and PRAWNING at night.we didnt turn up though.

sigh...im actually quite keen to go out with the rest,however,

i just dont wish baby spend his countdown alone.so i stayed back

to give him a companion.SORY peeps..!!!!

nvm CHILL out AGAIN next time!!!!:)))

hmm..maybe going to fong's auntie place tonight..

baby said he could study there while enjoying countdown.

we'll see how..

not really a bad idea too anyway...

rather staying all day at home,i dont mind though.

that means got to spend countdown with diane and get to meet mybabygirl.

happy *__________________*

but anyway for now i will just still rotting in this 4wall room.

from Baobun & Sabbie. tough! hectic.

well, ytd was practicing for ROLL it girl-that boy-get it shawty (oh finally lol)also

so i guess my body QUITE cui now.

back pain , head pain , neck pain , leg pain, hand pain , even butt ALSO pain.

i really like panking..seriously no joke.

still FIGURING where the f*** i went wrong!!!

oh and DID U ALL KNOW THAT THEY KEEP LAUGHING AT ME?

because i got bloody retarded coordination problem.LOL

so anyway,it still fun though.

AND IM DETERMINE TO MASTER IT.HMHPHHHHH...!!!!!

THE END.oxox.eitsirhc

i just moved house.YEWTEE.??!!$%^*##$

ARGhhhh..and i will suffer because there is no aircon.

i dont understand why WHY the hell my mom choose a house with

no aircon.ITS DAmn RETARDED.

and she told me: its okay,its cooling in the house.

and guess what : its blooody HOT!!and all the rooms with a bloodY

big fan WHICH MEAN it going to cost more money then
using aircon.!!OHMYGOD. but yeah i like my room though.

but since i moved which is 2 days ago,

the hot ROOM has caused me migraine FOR 2 days too.oh goodnesS

oKay..i ve complained enough of my room. i shall post

picture on my room soon :))))

so yeah.

i try to figure out advantages/disadvantages staying there

1.no aircon bloody hot

2.i need to wake up early

3.taxi going to cost alot EVERYWHERE

4.far from baby's house

5.baby will sending me less often

6.its bloody far from tantockseng

7.i cant smoke around that area because its near both my aunt area

8.JANE JUST moved to pasir ris.

SIGHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG OUT LOUDDDDDDDDDDDD!!

1.house is quite big.and i like the way my room is.

2.i can go home with honey,nora or go sch with honey, nora

3.its damn near HAZEL house.mean we can just pop out in e middle of night

4.its near my cousin house too.

5.the rent is cheap.

I CANT THINK OF ANYTHING GOOD MORE!

SIGH.just to complain of this house.my migraine haunting me!

a very damn long picture i have here.
i miss you baby girl.miss you.though i didnt call up but it doesnt mean
i dont think about you.just wanna let you know that you always in my heart
and noone can replace the way you are.i know i get too random here.
WHO CARES?its my blog anyway.hoho :)) but seriously, i miss
the time when we go out ,just the two of us (sounds wrong) but yeah..
i really miss you. hm...

FINALLY , i write about her after LIKe months!!
i guess,i ve got into a lot of *not so very nice situation of life* that everytime i wanna
blog about something HAPPIER something lovely..my mood just
so not cooperating. she , who called to check up on me ,drop me msg everyday to
make sure i am okay. i love u LOVE LOVE!of course a different love from "my love
to my botaq" :)).but yeah.. thank you so much for always being there for me.
and hug me and kiss me and love me and and and and all the retardness we have.
so LETS go out ..LETS go shopping.. LETS go drink and get more retarded HAHAHA
LASTLY but not least, sing for me :)

I MISS DIANE!!

thats all about today :))MERRY CHRISTMAS people.LET grace be with you always

and soon NEW YEAR. lets wait for the great year ahead :)

in the meantime,drinks alot of water. why? hm..i wonder too..

waitin for our EX PRESIDENT who took damn long to come.

camwhoring.omg.see gina cam whoring madness.MORE TO GO!!!

karen & aho.OOops..aho was handsome that day.

AND look like ICE CREAM too! huahaha

oops.jacky im such a good photographer.AM I? :))))

wonder will he kil me when he see this?hmmmMMm

have u ever seen gina do that mouth thingy?SOTONG culture.

I LOOK ugly though.but its okay!!IS HER IS HER!!!!!

SO guess who is this idiot?HOho ho

sigh.TERENCE why the flower there.sigh.sigh.!!

last not LEAST i love my Botaq :))

well,its okay i know im right.i know im true!HAHAHAHAHA

im goin to blog right now.

basically im not planing to upload ANY photos today.

DUE TO "i have some retarded disease"

which is everytime after uploading so "many" photos,

my brain get hairwired

and my hands start to get lazy to type anything.

im HAPPY NOW :)

the laughter,the hugs,the kisses,the loves.

no more coldness.

no more tears shed.

alot of times,i am complaining and complaining

why my friends are like this and like that

i forgot to realize

friends are not 24hours hotline.

if its so easy just like instant cup noodle.

the rest is up to you.

tireD?im too.

i nv give up.YOu?

WHY?

goodniteWORLD.

jasminie.

lesner&ryu

rui.

im bloggin now.
i think everyone around me knows whats goin on-
without me even updating these pieces of thought.

i just wanna say thank you people for being there with me
for rushing down to carry me up
for supporting me so i wont fall
aho,bev,bao,connie,diane,izzy,jez,jasmine,kaylee,

kahkah,karen,lesner,melanie,nora,regina,sharon,tricia,rui.
basically everyone.everyone really i cant thank enough.
if i forgot any,please forgive me.

goodnite.sweet dream.
i just wish when i wake up,my heart stop beating so fast.

i just wish when i wake up,im not crying in my sleep.

i just wish all our wishes will be fulfiled someday.
im so tired...

everything not right

i dont know why u are drifting ?

i dont know why u just seems to get iritatted by my present ?

i dont know why u dont really wanna talk to me anymore ?

did i do something wrong somewhere ?

if i do,should u come n tell me ?

why u dont ?

i really dont know how to react ?

i wish when i c u, i wanna hug u,i wanna play with u like we used too...

but when i c u,i can feel the coldness in you

is our friendship gone just like that?

a soo long ago picture i have.

those memories im holding so tight.

wishing things will be back like how it used to be.

if only my sun will be shining as bright as how it used to be.

production is in 2 days.

hope it will be a great show.

CRY
I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

HELLO
I know since AGES ive update
its not like a milion year yet but it is A WAH quite sometimes



just gonna give some update about hows life been for me
i found a new LOVES!!
SHE IS sweet,kind and most importantly RETARDED
i guess easy going is one
i feel so relaxed :)
seems like a heaven given finally :)


and thank you so much being so retarded
i mean me too and but WE ENJOYED the most importantly..
cant wait to get the photo and show our new hair TO THE WORLD hoho #$$##@@
life not so not smooth at one point,but
im fine of course.and its settled okay.
i mean some dont , like that bitch for examples ****
oh fuck.cant be bothered. :)
because she is nothing in my life.
with or without her ,my life doesnt change
it just when i go to class, with her presence, its like ...
"dusty environtment causing me to sneeze with iritant"
yeah yeah.. so nothing much about that bitch*



so im dancing with my sleeping gown,and my boyfriend record it.WTF?
OH good night people :)