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There is an inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to. There is a beauty in the strength and determination of a woman who follows her own path, who isn't thrown off by obstacles along the way. There is a beauty about a woman whose confidence comes from experiences; who knows she can fall, pick herself up, and move on

Thank you baby .... thank you till today you are still there for me

in everything that so shitty that happening to me.

the hug that u give me.those glitter eye tha so tender.

that smile made my day.especially the treats. :)

and yes connie , i love you too and you cant say that because

you are the one who always not free to go out.:(

and diane,jiao yo.u can do it :)) i believe in you.!

and huikeng,of course man..been so long since we ve meet. the last

time we ve meet is like WE BUMP INTO EACH OTHER!LOL

im quite dissapointed.and i hate you.i mean it.

the one holding grudge not only you but infact i am having it more.

im pretty dont give any shit anymore.

for what i know im goin to lead my life not the way u think.

but the way i want it.be it good or bad.

one phrase for you : FUCK YOU

good night world.and thanks jasminie for listening just now.

and oh ya jasminebaby takecare:) and see you real soon.:)loved

good night world

great wonderful day.as in SO -so. :)
anyway,gong xi fat choy everyone!!
angpao not really big this time round.hmhp
but its allright :)
as we grow older we tend to care less such stuf. -aisehh grow mature- :):)


a point to consider!
i rather or should i say im quite ....
hmph..hard to say.
i believe each and every single one has their own identity and character
not to forget good and bad points of its originality
furthermore, its not really religion that create a person
i agree to a certain extend, it does actually play a part
however, you cant conclude a person through ur own belief.
that is called stereo-typing. and thats bad!seriously!
"generalize all people into a same category"
relationship is about one individual and the other half.
you can not take them apart just as your wish. cant you see?
even though he/she from different background,religion or whatever it is.
its up to a personal preferences to choose.

i mean no harm with this discussion.or rather my personal opinion.
i m just really want to let people see this fact.
so if you are in this position of religion hold u back or you are the victim of this
stereo-typing.i feel sory.i sincerely do.
but one advice : break it. break that tradition. world is not so narrow!


another point to consider

why freedom is really restricted when im really doing everything properly.

its not really my fault that i had a defensive character.

perhaps you should really listen and look at yourself.

and ask yourself "am i being the role model?"

i never blame you for causing such a disastreous life for me in the past.

because i learnt to forgive and forget.

infact,from then i learnt alot.

so why are you still treating me like a 10 year old kid? im not.

and i have my own dream my own life my own hectic life.

so can you spare me a lil thought?

and save all the redundants stuff that i need to go through again and again.

phew.i feel happier now : ))))

so DIANE hope you like it!!

and of course GOOD NIGHT WORLD.

wish everyone had a goodie day!

Friday.its FRIDAY dude.

was catching up with yuki!all the shits stuff he is telling me.which

somehow rather FREAKED ME OUT.that baka kun!

so anyway,IMH posting come to an end.

no doubt im relieved but yet im SAd and but also HAPpy.

basically, mixed like kiamchai. (mixed veggie)

its really a great journay i must said. unfortunately, if i were to work

there for YEARS. i would rather not to. and its definately going to be

a very tough job. this is where i realize my sensitivity help and yet

also kills quite a bit. furthermore, my barbarian style which is quite

unglammed for a lady actually help me quite abit too.

baby asked ,"so do you feel sad leaving there?"

i looked at him for awhile n

i started to realize, "oh ya,how come i nv thought of it at all?"

i slowly took my reflection book and showed him.

baby said, "isnt it a good evaluation given?"

then i asked, "everyday after my work, how do i look like?"

baby said, "pretty shag.and not cheerful as a matter of fact."

because in every single of my day,im fully awake and cautious in every single

thing i do and lend my ear till sometimes i get really frustated of listening.

add on,pressure of fear that noone knows.because i wanna put a brave upfront

managing agressive patient that punch me.managing sucidal patient that

always talking about commiting sucide.building repoll with :special: people.

its tiring.its killing.but. thank GOD, its over and as a matter of fact , i learnt alot.

specially thanks our kind CI's.they are really a great guidance.

it always a pleasure to meet such people in my life.

junior showcase today is really not there yet.but dun give up guys!!chiong!!

about the resolution and all the talks i hope it goes in your brain and heart.

i really wish to see every single of you shine.

im not perfect neither the rest of seniors,nor you of course :)

so let us learn from each other. and remember...

dont ever give up on anyone.not even yourself.:)

lastly, we are sorry for not being there with you through the journay.

dont command the same mistake as we do.

however,aproach us if you need help.

as much as we can we will be there for you guys.so dont worry...

keep moving up!!jiayo!

been ages since i touch my internet and start to drown myself in this blog.
tiring days are quite an obvious thing that is going to be stated here!!
im basically mentally drained.
every single steps i do
every movement i go
everywhere my mind is still and my eyes are moving
i just get to understand how tired it is
its even tiring than normal physical thing u are doing..

my curiosity yet making me goes even more crazy
why do they hallucinate that way?why they have such dellusion?
is not that i cant to put myself in his shoe,but if i do?
will i turn to be one?no..NO..i definately dont want too.

in e other hand, patience seem to grow further
due to such circumstances whereby
you can only listen and it's repeatence is definately a stimulus to my irittants

trademark and ruffjack and huda's group
take care,rest well,and chiong well!!
all the best.
and specially stated
baby,take care your knee well and dont get overboard.when time to rest get rest!
gina,dont get anymore injuries.drink more milks.haha
mikal,dont get too hard on yourself.when legs killing you,stop for awhile.
honey and tricia, hang on there!!

WE can dance till our ass drop! HANG ON HANG ON.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, juniors strive on. tough road u are seeing upfront

but dont worry as long as all of you together striving it,

you will be fine. so be united. and spare us the worries :)

signing off.

just a post.

i was being a blog hopper today as my recess from pharmacology presentation preparation.

everyone actually blogs about their

it is somehow cool.

individuals actually remember how they lead that 1 year.

it brought me a question?

how am i actually leading my life like?

what achievement im looking for?

what are goals i have?

of course,true enough,i do set goals in my life.

but never once its a big DREAM.

maybe small stuff like :

-i wanna master this choreo in 1 week.

-i m going to pass this exam.

i think ive forgotten what is dream?

i ve lost the drive to chase after my dream.

and achievements?

my grades are not so bad yet not so good.

my dancing standing are not so bad yet not so good.

everything is not here nor there.

i guess thats the reason why my life so empty.

im leaving my life just for the sake of leaving it.

i m going to make a difference in my life now :)

since 2008 had passed. 2009 starting.

im going to start

to live my life to the fullest.

sentence is easy to be said yet so hard to be done.

but that is how things goes.:)

i am toO scared to change.

NOW,i need to stop moving in my comfort zone.

aiya.i really not talented in making a goals.

u see..i still not setting any good goals.

hahah!