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okay its osaka again
Saturday, February 28, 2009
a bunch of joker. japan is 5celcius. but its too hot for them.
Labels: OSAKA OSAKA1
Friday, February 27, 2009
here is their archieve on japan trip.i ll upload again next time when ryu pass me the video.wah.damn long seh download this kind of stuff.oh and everything will be under label :osaka.just click osaka.you will see all the post from this trip. AIYO I DONT KNOW WHY GOT DOUBLE lonely boy just reach. lesner spotted. pangyang spotted. pork burger. after shun class. 7/11 dope shit. Labels: OSAKA pathetic fact
was seriously very kaypoh i was looking into this blog of a girl that is stranger to me first time come in sight :michii :What a fanatic name?those act jap type.:haha then yeae ,,,COME AND TAKE A LOOK loh she is 18 and she is married and she going to give birth shocking!!was pretty kaypoh..and found a pretty interesting fact alot couple likes to go zoo. and of course that reminds me :baby,u promise to bring me to zoo since 1 year ago? lets talk the latest one :u said after funka. OH WELL now you are in japan.HMmmm lol.seriously tell me why ZOO? very cute meh? anyway back to the topic oh yes with my kayponess i found: her birthay,her husband picture,her wedding date,her give birth date consider not bad uh?HAHAHA! and i found her real SINGAPOREAN name.no offence. i told chaozong goodnight like 1 hour ago. and im still up writing this pathetic info HAHA.cool BABY I MISS YOU 27 DAYS MUACK
Thursday, February 26, 2009
pangyang trying to ask him the food.HAHAHA!he want to try from him.. okay seriously they are crazy there.u see lesner there?he is trying to call sharon. SHARON MUST BE JEALOUS haha Labels: OSAKA baby baby
updating: 5 Am in the morning.one hour to beijing huh baby? the day before he fly to Osaka. he said he will miss me. haha.. how much? i starting to miss him already. come on young lady,you can do it. dont think dont think hm.. God please let him have a safe journay to osaka.amen side note :i realize something very important.you do not need so much to be contented. thank God,that i have this lil that excite me.:) Labels: miss blood diamond
Monday, February 23, 2009
im actually struggling to watch it. MEGAVIDEO is really getting on my nerve with its buffer and loading. Darn im pretty interested to watch it Side track : leonardo dicaprio,im used to seriously mad in love with him as in really really a crush thats crazy.i know.about primary 6? back then i was still seriously struggling with my english and guess what?i tried so hard to write a letter for him with the accompanion of my lil dictionary. yes i remember a lil on what i wrote : "Brother,i am like you.you are so handsome." "can we friend?" seriously its horrible.when i saw that letter which i never sent it at all. i was laughing out loud. because i didnt think i was so retarded. its not like my english getting any better nowadays.but yeah at least not that horrible. HA! back to the blood diamond,of course i m not watching it because of him. it just pretty an interesting story. i just realized im really get very excited when i watch "chaotic movie" with gun,with assasin,with fbi,with some undercover person bad/good smuggler,good fighter i think its pretty a cool job. anyway,im loading this show dude.so long~ and not to forget im rotting at home with the HEAVY RAIN OUTSIDE. oh seriously oh seriously i hate big rain. i mopped the whole house today using one hand only the result : i somehow sprain my hand a lil. oh god damn stupid.i mean not god.but me. its pretty a habit though. -_- hmphmp counting down -one more day to b's flight. contented
away. will everything be ok when you take off? will i be ok without you around to take care of me? noone to make me laugh as much as you do.no more wipes when tears shed no more place to steal the sweets.no more hug when i couldnt sleep no more tickling every day and night im being so exaggerating here like as if he is gone forever. but come on its 1 month.its seriously LONG!its not like i am not done any long distance relationship.it just its different!seriously different. i havent been separated with him for such a long period time.
i will be missing you like crazy baby.i swear i do. and i know you will be too. if not its gotta be a wierd damn statement i heard from your mouth. and seriously if i cried on the day i sent you off you going to laugh out loud instead of crying with me.OH GOD please let me have a strength to withold my tears. baby i love you. enough said. *** i was having this hilarious convo with sharon. i mean if you dont laugh,it simply just mean you dont understand. of course this convo here is kept for me to laugh myself. i mean not like laughing at myself but yes ...-I KNOW U UNDERSTAND WHAT IM SAYING- she thought im like going to blog for her boyfriend HAHAHA!such a blurr queen la shee! huhuhu im going to change my nick like her like now. and yesh we going to emo TOGETHER.hu hu hu hu T_T with it,i end my sad happy yet funny post. im pretty contented with my life now. this is where i belong the place i feel safe,the people i am comfortably talking when you dont ask much,there is so much understanding given to you.so many thing that make you smile Labels: WONDERFUL Sunday, February 22, 2009
darkness used to be a path leaving in coldness surrounded by strangers scary is no longer the word but fear but slowly but gently you walk in to my life light the darkness and filled me with the warmth but how long this candle will light on? somehow rather, i miss you the used to be you but of course the present you is still the one i loved. for whom i loved. Saturday, February 21, 2009
WITHOUT you. its 5.05 AM.i am still up. practically i was up doing all this all night. why took so long? my computer is really SUX-TO-MAX,that it keep hanged off.which mean my program off. and so I LL NEED to re-do it again. i have quite a patient huh? :)) baby,you are the colour of my life. the oxygen i breathe. the water in thirst. the life that i lived. noone understand this relationship more than we do. how fragile or how strong is we ourselves decide so let it be a strong one. i love you Friday, February 20, 2009
.let nature take it course. MORPHO 25 random thingsRules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. (oh well..since i dont really have anything to do.may as well i do it.let see wether i will gone hairwire after 25 randoms thing which is SO HARD TO THINK.) 1.im christie armita.armita is not my family name.so many people think it is!oh..gosh!-_-" 2.i have a pretty interesting coicidence favourite animals and both in blue.MORPHO N DOLPHIN.oh morpho is a type of butterfly in blue.MAN I DAMN in LOVE with IT. 3.i had phobia towards rats and clown. 4.i talked to my sister 2days ago,and she told me she had schedule her bathing time in 1 oclock. (bloody retarded isnt it?yes i know.i think so too) 5.well,i seriously wana go allegra class but noone interested in going with me -_-" hu hu 6.i didnt know sharon is so *evil*.WHY?she told me if her bf do like what ryu do, "baby go allegra class and i wait for you outside".she will agree and let him wait.OMG!0_0 7.okay sharon going to kill me now. 8.man..im stuck at 8 now. hm....... 9.the room im currently in is pretty very dark. 10.my baby sleeping and snoring so loudly. 11.oh ya..im so in love with gigi torres the STANDING tall or still ..i ve been watching it over and over and over and over. 12.okay..the band outside is pretty dumb and iritating.its pretty disturbing. 13.when i was young, i always think qn number 13 is a cursed.i comfirm cant do.back then. 14.hm...14 is 7x2 15.recently i had a pretty bad backache. 16.man,my psp died.i just found a new interesting game.SOBS. 17.baby going japan very soon.i ve been reverse pshychoing myself 1 months is 1 day. 18.is pretty a date that i dun wish to remember 19.i ve been going to my own blog for over THOUSAND TIME i love my blog skin.HA 20.i wish to have teleport.so i dont need to wake up so early or spending time in transportation 21.i pretty not fussy when it comes to shopping 22.i pretty forgetfull 23.i recently talk with so much pretty affix inside influenced by abi. 24.she is a girl in my entrepeneur class and my attachment mate.a chinese indian mix. 25.oh finally its the end. :) let me end this with a lil memory, yeah when i was in secondary,there is this a friend of mine who bought "melody dolphin snowball" especially for my birthay wrapped in a blue dolphin wrapper. a wonderfull a birthay gift i ever have. when insonmia strike,it works its magic. a pretty SHOCKING FACT isnt it? :)) i told you before,you think you know fully me.nevertheless its actually the partial of me new blog SKINS new PERSON! REFRESH.a perfect start with a fresh leaves.it calms a distubed soul. i love you baby.yes i do. do well tomorrow. im so happy now.life feels great.REALLY great. .this is where i belong. new blog new person haha
currently,my room is as shown. AND yesh i know i got bloody alot of clothes.and incase you have any idea of how to sell old clothes perhaps you could contact me.AND dont tell me sell it by 2dollar because even though ITS OLD CLOTHES,its used like once OR twice.oh welll. TRYING to earn some lil penny.and so i could save for next year japan trip.:)) i cant wait BABY!! :)))))))))))))))) some random photo here.my lil niece.pretty retarded.I LIKE. and here it goes.the three joker.HAHA.here you go lesner~~ pretty glad that i have this brother.sometime pretty motherfucker. oh yesh he is.but he is *my dance inspirator*.thank you :) ps:baby,be well.i ll be there for you..~tomorow you will be screaming Labels: WONDERFUL .
Sunday, February 15, 2009
pretty excited in the bad way. nervous. pretty hope things turn out at least not to the worst. 000000 000000 00000000 00000000 0000000000 00000000000 0000000000000 00000000000000 let me tell you** **a boring story!!! so valentine day do *nothing much.OHMYGOD done nothing much**** ****woke up at 1 oclock go bathed************ ****************maked up woke baby up so hard he said he wanna sleep for another 10 minutes straightened my hair.and woke him up again off we go.get a maid for his mom awhile again went his home played bomberman slept for awhile till 8 plus and woke up for a dinner in amkhub .......PAPERLUNCH........... !.back to his home again.! and bomberman AGAIN! finally home! 00000000000 000000000 0000000 00000 000 00 0 tried to make a love shape.it cant be done. waste my bloody time. Labels: really upset DIARY
Saturday, February 14, 2009
hey.im ryuta here. well.NO.im not going to say sory baby dont angry.because its damn retarded that i cant read what you write. well happy valentine everybody.
anyway,thank you buddy.for writing that piece of retarded stuff.lol. i just wanna say a lil thingy... i dont really know wether that a lil "ps" thingy is pointed at me but definatelly i do know it sounds like my sentence however,i do greatly know that point of time im experiencing not only one case scenario and definately that sentence was meant to be for the other one not for your case of thought. hope it clear the air. friendship string is after all that thin. or maybe i never once in that category of yours. pretty upset over it. then again i think i m happy enough to have those lil people around me. btw bump into hanisah.was pretty happy to see her. its been really sometimes. its funny though.we were just like on the phone the night before. and we bump coicidently the next day.haha! goodnite.:) lets be happy.really happy even though so much unhapiness in the air.Hmm.... Friday, February 13, 2009
my computer spoil !!! OMGconfussion
Friday, February 6, 2009
when i started to walk offyou stop me from leaving your life. but how far you want it?? how far sincerity push you? how much you want it? i cant be convince.. refresh
Thursday, February 5, 2009
yes.im CRAZY! i cHOpped off my hair. and because the wonderful rainbow started to fade.i turn my back and left. refresh. lost
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
tell me who is real? who is fake?because i cant differentiate anymore i feel great fear running in me... demoralization
i never felt so demoralizedhome? i stop denying it now its not a home now i know why you said in this entirely world i m alone im infact alone but that doesnt make me ur dog. SI NAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! いつでも一緒に
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
あなたのこと 私は今でも思い続けているよ いくら時流れて行こうと I'm by your side baby いつでも So どんなに離れていようと 心の中ではいつでも一緒にいるけど 寂しいんだよ So baby please ただ hurry back home Baby boy あたしはここにいるよ どこもいかずに待ってるよ You know dat I love you だからこそ 心配しなくていいんだよ どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心 言いたい事わかるでしょ? あなたのこと待ってるよ んなことよりお前の方は元気か? ちゃんと飯食ってるか? ちくしょう、やっぱ言えねぇや また今度送るよ 俺からのLetter 過ぎ去った時は戻せないけれど 近くにいてくれた君が恋しいの だけど あなたとの距離が遠くなる程に 忙しくみせていた あたし逃げてたの だけど 目を閉じる時 眠ろうとする時 逃げきれないよ あなたの事 思い出しては 一人泣いてたの あなたのこと 私は今でも思い続けているよ いくら時流れて行こうと I'm by your side baby いつでも So どんなに離れていようと 心の中ではいつでも一緒にいるけど 寂しいんだよ So baby please ただ hurry back home Baby boy あたしはここにいるよ どこもいかずに待ってるよ You know dat I love you だからこそ 心配しなくていいんだよ どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心 言いたい事わかるでしょ? あなたのこと待ってるよ 不器用な俺 遠くにいる君 伝えたい気持ちそのまま言えずに 君は行っちまった 今じゃ残された君はアルバムの中 アルバムの中 納めた思い出の 日々より 何げない一時が 今じゃ恋しいの And now あなたからの電話待ち続けていた 携帯にぎりしめながら眠りについた [抱きしめて会いたい] どこも行かないよ ここにいるけど 見つめ合いたいあなたのその瞳 ねぇわかるでしょ? あたし待ってるよ Baby boy あたしはここにいるよ どこもいかずに待ってるよ You know dat I love you だからこそ 心配しなくていいんだよ どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心 言いたい事わかるでしょ? あなたのこと待ってるよ 俺はどこも行かないよ ここにいるけれど 探し続けるあなたの顔 Your 笑顔 今でも触れそうだって思いながら手を伸ばせば 君は あなたのこと 私は今でも思い続けているよ いくら時流れて行こうと I'm by your side baby いつでも So どんなに離れていようと 心の中ではいつでも一緒にいるけど 寂しいんだよ So baby please ただ hurry back home あなたのこと 私は今でも思い続けているよ いくら時流れて行こうと I'm by your side baby いつでも So どんなに離れていようと 心の中ではいつでも一緒にいるけど 寂しいんだよ So baby please ただ hurry back home still really dont know why things can be this way. i could even remember every single things that been said. song that bring so much emotions within me. that creates melody of its own story deep inside. maybe... just get lost
Monday, February 2, 2009
dont read if you can feel the hatred that running through my vein life is pretty FUCK this whole entire week. i hope tomorow is a better week. you know what goes around will come around for how much i suffer,you will too whoever taking things for granted,im sure one day u will regret how obvious unfair things need to be shown? i never once filled with so much hatred. im pretty dissapointed with things i heard acidently and conciously with things i put all my faith in it with things that i thought one day it will be better with things that i tried so much but its fruitless to my friends that i dote on.who listen to me through all the shit ive been through.thank you for always being a good listener. i admit,im pretty emotional.i cried alot. and i dont need your pity.and i dont buy you with my tears. sometimes when u thought someone know you the best.they may fail you.
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