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Friday, March 6, 2009
emotionlessdrink never failed to be the bestfriend whom understand without even a single word stated pardon me if this post going to be a very emotional post ever. i mean i promised myself to get a hold of myself in bad or worst and stop worrying people around me. i just dont understand you. how could things just simply not understood? someone please enlighten me? how could you promise someone something and yet you are asking for consideration? isnt it sound very wrong? and the fact that blamed is pushed to me.it doent make me easy? AT ALL?! AT ALL. piece of shit. im selfish?is that what u gonna think?be it .. because you are selfish not me. why? simple.. the fact that PEOPLE dont see and dont know WHAT u said that night.. they point at me the blame. but you? you who promised urself? feeling the pinch? if you dont,yes i dont know you. seriously,it pissing the hell outt of me. my night simply no peace recently.quarellsome night. im not fighting with anything but myself and yet again i need to face things that donot go smooth for me everything within me.. keeping my faith ... trusting the unseen... missing a person so badly... facing the fact.. encountering the coldness of whatever reason.. reasoning why things happen this way.. incase you failed to notice...missing you is making me out of control im not expressing to anyone but you. yet why i cant feel you worried?why cant i feel the concern? im sick of telling myself,you have your reason & your own difficulty high make you more true to yourself sobber bring up the unconcious feeling u keep for so long. im sory sharon&shaq for not getting on hold of myself just now. but thanks for not asking me why and standby me. feeling lighter after writing this.. i wish a better day tomorow but then again,after what u said ,it kept me wonder... is it thing really cant work out between us? why is it so hard to understand you and you to understand me? it doesnt goes this way before.. i thought we are okay?i thought we both make it work..? for once .. i see empty road ahead''' however...i miss you i dont want anything else but you right now right here
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