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Tuesday, May 5, 2009
its gonna be a pretty long post i have today.my head still feeling the round and round ~ and but im actually travel around with this shit im feelin. oh well... *** KO night. Hmm.~ im glad that i had joined and i had achieved something out of it. im actually pretty confused when alot of people told me i had a great dissapointment written all over my face. im seriously dont know why my affects differ from the way i felt. and yesh xiao mei just told me that i had this dissapoinment and sour face of envy when i said CONGRATS to those who got in.WTH lol!im not lor~ *rolled my eyes* haha. anyway, i really wanna thanks popper ben alot. for being never ending teacher who guides,give me advices, and tell me weaknesses which i need to brush up and encouragements. i will do what you ve told me. strive what i want to do. thanks ahei too for the endless support and stopping me from giving up. and specially lesnerbro and boo who never once despice me and give me endless encouragements,wake up calls, and telling me where goes wrong. for being always there to support me when i feel so *%#2. im really thankfull to have you two. i think you two have seen so much behind the scene and i feel really bless that u both support me so much till now. Okay, im glad and im happy for joining ko night.thanks leron for partnering me. it was a good journay working with you even though it was such a short time. oh well i know she wont be reading this but yeah its okay. this diary written for my own reflections. *** today, basically not much thing except i ran to school as usual, and upon reaching my class,my teacher basically asked me to walk back all the way to auditorium to get my temperature checked. dumb shit. 2 hours presentation without preparation which was pretty well presented by the help of my dear teacher. suprisingsly she told me this "christie,i know you are busy with ur dance,but please do some homeworks too." wah..i never got such an understanding teacher. anyway,on the way to meet jeanie, i met victoria. she was driving her car. she drove me to mrt and man... she drove like she wanna kill someone. met jeanie afterwards.accompanied her as she wan to go to do facial. i fell asleep at the sofa while waiting for her.its crazily embrassing.but anyway i hope you are feeling better by now. i bought sandals which costed me 10 dollar,tempted to get another one but NOPE. i didnt bring my credit card and i had serious craving over so many foods so yeap i ate paper lunch , kfc , lolipop , ice cream , a lil chocholate cake. oh that reminds me " happy birthay shane and phei ying." its crazy to have so many cravings in the middle of my headache. went over to ngee ann to fetch xiaomei. waited for her about 1 hour plus when she and kx finnally appearred. i was pretty worried i lost in ngee ann because my phone almost dead. oh kx " where do you live btw?" laugh out loud. still couldnt get over this joke. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA i must be laughing till damn freakin ugly. anyway hope he is not so free to see this. so me and xiaomei stopped at kfc and started to talk nonstop about dozens of stuff from her from me.contents that are just for us to know. suprisingly, i found out some similarities. and fortunately, there is someone understand the way i feel towards my thought, my reflections and somehow rather i found a soulmate who seems pursuing the same goal. the journey has just start.its gonna be long "as what teacher said." but dont give up.so i dont wanna give up and tell myself i cant. so muscle training ar xiaomei. lol. i want to cherish this newly bond relationship. relationship as a friend as a partner as a support as a dancer. there is up and down but with understanding, and trust we will be fine :) sound so mushy.ah *"shy"* im so excited. my passion burning. please let me remember this feeling. and so my passion will not die off. *** thank you lord for things that happen in my life. till then good night world. :))
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