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There is an inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to. There is a beauty in the strength and determination of a woman who follows her own path, who isn't thrown off by obstacles along the way. There is a beauty about a woman whose confidence comes from experiences; who knows she can fall, pick herself up, and move on
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how true is this? hmmm
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy. How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. midnight lonesome
Monday, July 20, 2009
i, who always believe nothing is imposible admitthere is something that is imposible. because no matter how hard you tried, you wil not be able to please everyone. one will get hurt,another will get hurt if that one never get hurt. the question is "i try to please everyone,am i pleased enough with what i plead or merely just because i longed for the belonging? its true noone teach me to give up,but noone ever teach me how to start all i left is endless insecurities, difficulty in facing people face to face. ackwardness when left with someone. "what am i suppose to say next?" "will i get laughed if i said something?" "will they think im trying to offend them?" "will them feel im invanding their privacy?" why im being so emotionally affected when midnight pass?why it always endless thoughts come by when night appears. the worst time of the day is night because from then on you can feel the true nature of loneliness. anatano genki de tsu ka?
Saturday, July 18, 2009
.. koishikute.. i know its hard demo gambate ne anata! because im here for you as always of all many things i wanna said,first of all im just gonna smile and said okairi baby rhytm drill it !!
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
u do so much.u learn so much.but at the end of the day if it states " you are not dancing " mean you just failed. baby said before there is no such thing accident. lausy means lausy. dope means dope. keep in mind rhytmrhytmrhytmrhytm. just dril it to your brain. rhytm! okay im officially going crazy. oh btw jasminie stop so low-esteem leh!slap you LOL baby i miss you so much. i am suppose im allright
Monday, July 13, 2009
gangsta says my blog always emo. loli think previously IS A SUPER happy post .. wonder where the emo come from. baby took sometime to talk to me. i guess he is really worried because he couldnt be here for me. its pretty interesting how "missing a person" will increase the appetizer of love. haha! i miss you you presence alot. down with a serious iritating flu. sneezing and sneezing. hur.. a very random photo indeed.it was taken so long ago. 1.i miss my old house. 2.i just found this photo like just?! 3.i miss my hair. 4.i think the photo damn nice especially the hair effect.haha! *if i wasnt wrong it was from sharon's camera.* another one taken. wohoo. a perfect wierd photo ever. 1.i love all your stupid ideas 2.i again miss my long hair 3.i dont mind letting you to call me **** 1000x in exchange you are here 4.thats a perfect date.:)) hope ttomorrow will be fine.good night. i getting depressed
i know im getting emotional very easily. im sure of it is it really noone i know i got a problem with relating with people. and i dont know how to treat my friends. and i dont even know wether do they treat me the same the way i feel about them. sometimes i wonder why it feels so left out? i tried so hard so i dont ended up pathetic,but it feels so pathetic it feels just giving up. how to even talk it out?because im purely dont know too. why it feels so uncomfortable around people i know.people i spent my days with. why it feels so strange to share my feelings towards things. it feels wrong it feels something not right. it feels i talked too much. it feels i dont have e right. over my dead body, will even look at it or pay a respect visit? omg!
Sunday, July 12, 2009
instead of finishin my projects im here watching video. -_-omg.i think im so dead. loveydokey
Thursday, July 9, 2009
been so friggin goddamn long since i touch my blog.reasonwise varied each times. *lazy* *tired* *notime* *noidea* dozens of it. let me start with hm... JB COMPETITION. it wasnt a fulfiling kind, however im enjoying it so much. and im not yet regretting i guess i will never be anyway. haha! top 8 hm.. as you can tell it wasnt good enough.so nothing to be proud of. if you would like to see the photos, you can go to the facebook and see it. im not gonna uploaded it here as i guess im pretty lazy still. xiaomei's birthay. having fun of course. but definately the rains sigh~ haha i know i m such a late blogger as in :belated: BUT HOWEVER still i love you okay..lets be more mushy!haha. become prettier loh, become sexier loh, become doper loh, and yes again... i m SO GLAD that you like the book. wuahahahhahahaa.. you know what? when i was choosing, i came across a book's title "why am i still single?" and i m so tempted to buy it for you and i can guarentee u kill me on the spot.HAHA! man... what a night! kahsing was already like crazy bom pi pi. your face already becoming as reddish as the tomato. that game! that game! lets play it again next time! HAHA. and swimming leh..we said since 3 weeks ago -_- this is the most happiest day of my life. nothing really special about it actually because it happens to anyone and anywhere.i guess the sincerity and thought really counts. out of nowhere , he bought a ring crafted it with "ryu love christie" and our anniv date and he wrote a message in his handphone,took my camera and took a snap. i didnt ask him to.neither i ever dreamt that he able to do such stuff. thank you baby it meant alot. faith come real hard nowadays however i guess its worth it somehow. i miss you already baby. ps: it simply just saying you meant world to me crisis
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
crisis strike.pretty bad.i m starting to get paranoid over shits. money studies futures.. everything scaring the hell shit outta me.
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