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There is an inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to. There is a beauty in the strength and determination of a woman who follows her own path, who isn't thrown off by obstacles along the way. There is a beauty about a woman whose confidence comes from experiences; who knows she can fall, pick herself up, and move on
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i nv been so happy to have you.
Monday, September 28, 2009
 i've finnaly see a light. im still standing. afraid to move on. will i be allright? baby,its great to have you.i know you will be there. like you always do... all those messeges that you sent, i know that noone can replace you. thank you baby. now i know why my life need you so badly. SIMPLE DAY, with SIMPLE PLAN. with people who dont judge me.who accept me the way i am. oh btw i moving house again. quality time alone.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
 Ostracized by the people who don't get what she's going through. Blamed herself for being not knowing how to handle the situation. But these are merely words. Formed by the countless thoughts and emotions entangling her mind and heart. All contained in her, not able to let them pass. causing inability to create appropriate actions accordingly. it seems sadness is easier to express.isnt it? guilty?bullshit.i dont need your pity.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
To whom it may concern,it was something that caused a great dissapointment. even you dont treat me as one of the best,but i do treat you as one. you should know that..dont you? or at least, the least you could do that when someone bitch behind my back,you stood up for me.protect me from those harms, instead you laughed at it as if im some kind of funny jokes. is it our friendship so meaningless that you cant even do a lil favour to show me that we are friends? so much for ... 2 days before the whole incidence happen.. i think im just too naive .. really too naive. *** bitches who always bitch about people. may God bless you. its not that you will know that how much harm you will implict to those you harmed. but i just hope these pains that u caused will go away. great day
Friday, September 18, 2009
One (...) going down, And then you slipped away, One stop at a time (out of town), We'll meet again someday. Cause I, I believe in love, I still wish on, Stars above, I believe in love songs, Yes, I think that they are real, All you have to do is feel. A chance missed for getting kissed, I think there's so much more than this, I will, Guess I'll have to hold my breath and say.. That I, I believe in fate, I believe in good things coming to those who wait, Although I'm anticipating late, And all my hopes were beginning to fade, When you will me, How will we be, This is only one, Temporary find, I'm sure before too long, You will change your mind, One find, And this is only one of a many find, I'm sure before too long, You're gonna make up your mind. I know all about it, Well, I thought I did, So I wrote a song about it, And it goes a little something like this. See now I, I believe in love songs, Yes, I think that they are real, All you have to do, do, do, You tell me, All I have to do, Say, All we have to do, Is feel, Is feel, Feel, so right, Is feel, Feel, so nice, And this is so nice, And this is so right, And this is so right, Right, find, and fine by me. things been said.nailed down and leave it's mark. the only thing can be done holding those memerizing reminencences. could i say i've regretted those moment of unthoughtfull? something that bothering but not to be spoken. because its about the unknown certainty. i guess i m really being selfish. im happy other than those unspoken thought. spending lots of time with baby. and its great to have him around. with those "honeymoonneverendingperiod".oh..i miss u again. dear friends,im happy to have you.:) im so excited.dont tell you why.:)
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
EXCITEDYES,im serious. im friggin fuckin excited! everything yea yea! confidence is all i need.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
YAYYyYYyyyfinnaly, blog goes to normal. i ve got nothing to update.but perhaps it gonna be a very long statement right here that im gonna post. where do i start? it started out with a simple how are you.it left me with so much thought. does it even ever be so hard to talk to someone whom u thought a fren. a year has past.i realize so much has change. within me,with people around me. new people come in,some do stay some dissapear. circumstances whereby "how does it start? and how it ends?" always been a question left unanswered. story goes to person whom we thought bestfriend. how many years we know each other anyway? does it even bother you? when a guy always be the downfall of this friendship. *dude,you made bestfriend a bad name." here again , i feel hopeless pointless alone and so down.. okay im kidding haha. i was on tricia blog and i ve got no idea why is it her blog background is like this sort off "TALKS?." and yes it spells that sentence. so do where i continue.. i had this sorta argument like "why sometimes so hard for another party to understand how u feel," i come to a realization every single person goes through a different maturation with different environtment follow by different experience. and so lucky for the person that "he gets everything that i want it happen in my life." and so not fortunate for me not having it. i just wan to feel belong... do u understand it? this sense of belonging that i need so badly starting to erode my self esteem. i never been so glad through the journay of highcut. whereby i meet people whom i know i can lean on when i fall. where i receives the love i lack. though its pretty not smooth somehow. However, its not gonna be something i regretted. thank you guys. the pilar of my support. "it matters how you finish?" "are you going to finish strong?" drunken memory
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
wind blowing pretty strong down here.its something uncontrollable. it strikes deep to every single part of my joints. and causing a freat aching feeling. Doctor said "it supposed to be old lady's ilness" im not that old. yet i get a very rare "orthitis". lol..sometimes... its too special till i wonder am i that freaking special? even my sickness is so special and rare to be cured. oh well, really having a great craving over beer. dont ask me why, because im serioously not sure either. yesterday i drank heineken.. today i drink tiger.. maybe anchor tomorrow? im not emoing!iam in a totaly fine state. i have great friends "though some not really" i have great boyfriend and life for a moment especially when it spells "holiday". i just need to get on my feet again. loving it again like how i used to be. baby..and i miss u so..
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