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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
pretty isnt it? was quite shocked that my dad bought me this. its taylor-made *bytheway*. sweet right? but he knew i love dolphin from his secretary. [which i thought kinda retarded.] but oh well.. who cares! AT LEAST there is 'a thought'. its so expensive that im so worried i lost it. since its taylor made to start with, not to forget to mention the diamond,the gold. thank you dear old man. i mean this is the ever something that i like bought by you. not because of the price. but DOLPHIN. man..its dolphin with love shape. come on.. im a girl!!!!! i mean seriously i believe you dont even know "what colour i like ?" isnt it? great.im so grateful now :) second love, MAN .. THE FANCY BY ANNA SUI. OMG!do somehow you know im a perfume fetish? yes.. my eyes was sparkling and too happy to be true. and it just add to my PERFUME FAMILY. in memorial -rest in peace my franc oliver and kenzo.- the family of pinks and purples. and a glance of the cheapo adidas. my never ending lover. because they the sweetest thing ur nose ever heal! i missed the escada mini escort piece.DAMN . bday,i wish that i will be happy on my upcoming 21th birthay. i m facing a dissapointment aside from the wonderful gift i got. however,i want to stay positive because some really do care and love me just the way i am. i ve kinda missing my dear friends...
im expecting a really hectic week up front. i hope i got the strength to cope with. sidenote: bro msg me today.i was quite touched by his msg. man.. i miss the dota time.the light chit chat. his motivational encouragement.and so .. hope to see you soon.of course with the botaq head. and not to forget to mention my baby darling beloved.hihi till here,- good night impurity making it perfect.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
crazily days.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
ROOMATE MADNESS. LAZY shitytishyitt~ im kinda not in the mood to write because im friggin tired.seriously?! i have been so sleepy always. should i go dance tomorow?HMm animosity
Monday, October 19, 2009
Jelously.pretentious.fakeness.cuning.insecurities.biased.uncontented.evil Just stop being a hater and be a lover. will the beautiful crafted proverb be able to cover all the shameful facts of human nature? Let's stop here and take a break. Back to reality... Attachment kills me tremendously. Note : manners. Been MIA.I know I know. I'm sorry guys. I ve been rejecting all the meetin up with my dear friends. This week finnaly will b able to meet up with xiaomei. "Ah e sweet thingy.. " @gigle@ Ahh.. I gotta make time for the rest of friends that been persistently askin me to go out!! "Aight aight.. Wakaru!go me yuki chan.eto..riki chan." Shashiburi detsune.....!! Andd I hope friday kimi hazel ronnie and me will be able to catch up with each other. Mahjongg.. Mahjong.. I kinda addicted.oh no ! Still counting down.. Janedarling.... Honey... Love..sharon..so on..sigh! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Love side : Baby and I decided to keep a journal(more like a diary). We ll take turn to update it week by week. Kinda excited ~ Oh and and ... The album I was sugesting to baby seems to catch his interest. Let's see... How our kid gonna be like next time baby!?!? Hmmmmm.... +gigle+ +gigle+ baby
Sunday, October 11, 2009
spent sometimes with baby after his 3 weeks confinement. nothing really great to be said neither great fun to be shared though. it just how we normally spent our day together. watching horror movies, play dota, watch anime. well not that i played,he played dota while i sat and watched. "curse, swear and roll around the bed when we lost." discussing why he lost? how noob teammates are? all this stupid things that normally alot of couple dont do... the only problem that baby body's clock set to army life style. that he slept really early,woke up early too. i got a problem adjusting though. every morning, baby will drag me out from bed to eat. then i will pull him back to sleep. then he tried to pull himself and me to sit position. again, i will pull him down with me. but of course, when he started to scream ... u ve got no choice but to wake up. rarghh..!~ the last day of my heaven and yes his heaven too... we were rushing to get stuff for him.and he insisted that as long as he is around , i ve got to eat proper diner. and so be it. you know what? we ended up rushin home carrying 6kg++ weight,prepared in 2 second. and got into cab to his camp.WTHWTFWTTHWTF! baby,your ill-temper when you are rushing SPELS horrendous! a great photo taken 3 hours before the whole RUSHINGdashing occured. i miss you again , omfg! the way ur eyes get so red because you dont wanna get a sleep even though u are so sleepy. just to spend times with me. the way you cuddled me when we watched movies. the way you randomly hug me when we were walking. the way you smile and tell me you love me. the way everything happens between both of us. honeyHONEYhoney.
Thursday, October 8, 2009
I can almost see it, that dream i'm dreamin but, there's a voice inside my head sayin, you'll never reach it. every step im takin every move i make feels lost with no direction, my faith is shakin, but i, i gotta keep tryin i gotta keep my head held high there's always gonna be another mountain im always gonna wanna make it move always gonna be an uphill battle and sometimes im gonna have to lose it aint about how fast i get there aint about whats waitin on the other side its the climb the struggles im facing the chances im taking sometimes might knock me down but no im not breaking i may not know it but these are the moments that im gonna remember most yeah just gotta keep goin and i i got be strong gotta keep on pushin on cuz theres always gonna be another mountain im always gonna wanna make it move always gonna be an uphill battle sometimes im gonna have to lose aint about how fast i get there aint about whats waitin on the other side its the climb x2 keep on movin keep climbin keep the faith babe its all about its all about the climb keep the faith keep your faith Whoa oh oh oh thank you so much honey. its like you are telling me how you feel and in the same time telling me to be strong. i am touched. there is noone can be the way you are :) so sweet!!!!!!! awwwww,, omg... i suddenly remembered i save this awhile ago ......... really SO LONG AGO i mean.
ahHAHA..kid nowadays.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
i dont like you mommy. HOT AND COLD. dedicated to people who are as bored as i am now. im getting pretty excited. events in life
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
woah..i cant believe im actually finnaly gonna summarize my lots of fun days.WELL.perhaps im not going to upload any photos here. as my internet pissing the hell outta me!! come on...get right stupid machine.. lets recall! 2 october 2009 .Friday i woke up late.went to school to meet honey for a lunch. with "NOT MUCH EATING TAKEN PLACE". rushed down to toa payoh. met arjuna first and continued to eve house to get my hair cut. yes..my hair short again.but its great. thanks arjuna. i kind of fall in love with eve's yellow toy.but i still prefer the green one. where the head is really so friggin round!and omg!FUCKING CUTE. that reminds me :baby head also round. tts explain why i like to bite his head. anyway,after cutting my hair, met up with sharon and later on xm. but seriously xm friggin late. so we went to eat and continued chill. as usual if there is sharon ,there will be camwhoring sessions. after sharon left. me and xiaomei spent the night talking and finnaly headed to seven met up with "jacky,tyron,ronald,cheryl,alicia,veron and rafee" we went to shisa too.bro joined us. so as i were up since morning,i headed home at 4 with rafee. I WAS LOCKED OUTSIDE. slept then. 3rd october 2009.Saturday met up with love,kel,kel's friend,cok,cok's gf. deanna went missing. and shar couldnt make it. we went to eat SUSHI!BUFFET.GREATFUCKINGGREAT. i love them to the bits. its always fun to have them around. headed to aho's bday party after that. connie retardedly told me its gonna take about an hour to reach aljunied. but actually not even 15 min!!fucking hell... made me wait..~ bumped to rongxin&alex.so they joined me to wait for sharon. after sharon came, ive got no idea but all i knew.. ALL OF US IN THE END WAIT FOR xm,ronald,tyron,jacky. aho's bday was a blast.had alot of great fun. i rushed to baby's home and the rest continued the night. i slept over at his house as his mom and me gonna drove to baby's camp the next morning. 4th october 2009.Sunday woke up at 6,got ready and drove there. man...i was so friggin friggin friggin excited just like baby. baby ran down to greet me and his mommy. he was so damn happy just like we do. we chatted,ate together and he walked us to the car. his mommy drove me home. i slept for awhile. at night, i was so friggin bored. played dota and kept losing.so in the end me and bro decided to go and watched movie. i took off early,walked around alone,bought shoes. wanted to get a dress too,but i was injured by it so notsogoing to buy it!!! was on the phone with baby.. told baby , i goin to watch movie with bro, and he was like "Though och?" i was like wth is that? after bro came, i found out he was msging with baby too. coz he was like "we go Och on boh?". i thought baby so dope. but he actually quite dope. imagine.. he just told me SO ANYWAY IN THE END WE WENT TO OCH "old changi hospital" which famous for the cage of ghosts.im the only girl. of course before that went home changed to shoes. so will be able to run incase anything were to happen. bro,jacky,tyron,ronald and djingga. retard shit. i am a girl,so supposingly i must be in the middle because middle is the safest but instead im at the back -_-" with bro. bro kept asking me am i allright when i kept thinking "Actually i m feeling friggin hot." it wasnt as scary actually. we went to eat after that.and the guys talked about stupid shit. until i went #%%^*(. home sweet home. 5th october 2009.Monday. went to drink to yello jello. i supposed to meet bro at clark quay but i took a wrong train to his area instead so met him at yishun and we didnt know that the train we took was last train. and its terminated at toa payoh.retard shit. so we cabbed down to yello jello. met up with xm,alex,veron,tyron,ronald n djing. and started rituals when it closed,we continued to djing's house. kinda forgotten what happened after. i was kinda high actually. i only knew when we went home ,it was raining. cabbed home with ronald.ran upstair to vomit and slept. 6th october 2009.tuesday WOKE UP LATE again to meet momyy to do pedimedi. walked around bugis after that. accompanied her shop around with 1/2 watts eyes. *finnaly i can summarize the whole events."PHEWWwwwwwwwwww This a memory.a great memory. i think i will kind of feeling lost when bro get in to army. because noone to pei me liao... no more dota liao..SIAnz. but fortunately, baby coming out tt day .and my attachement is next week. so i supposed i am okay. i miss baby alot.alot alot alot alot a happy tulalit day
Thursday, October 1, 2009
IM VERY VERY HAPPY TODAY.serious!!! actually its not really a big deal. i mean im still like spending a normal day. a simple plan.really really simple... morning,i woken up by baby's msg. he msged in such a funny hour and always acted angry that i didnot reply. or doing on purpose like " lets do this bla bla bla together?" and OBVIOUSLY its not yet my time to wake up "duh". so he continued his msg "i take it you dont want.so the event is off." What the FUNK!!????? but of course , its really just a prank. but yea its kinda making me nomatterhownomatterwhat i must wake up. continue on,i sent my dad to harbour front and left to doctor soon after my dad board his ferry. the medicine he gave me previously, totaly has no effect on me. infact,it got worse... every morning i woke up, my hand got totaly numb and no strength. it feels like A THOUSAND NEEDLES are pocking me non stop. anyway, the thing is the medicine get worse too.awfully awful. i ve got to eat a capsule(4 pieces) . imagine?! 4 FRIGGIN PIECE. and 30 mls of something which omgtasteomg. anyway,then after..rush back home to prepare. and go to woodland. ate alone in KFC, and a phone ring while i was washing my hand...
so after hanged up, i ran up to the platform as i almost missed my train. met with bro in yishun platform, later on juna,eve,jeremy,and lukeman at lavendar. its pretty fun..i mean i get a lil K ... either not used to it or body rather rusty. but man..the song sound damn cool and i feel i fucking cool. HAHAHAHAHAHA after that chill .. ate fondue.. "yes fondue" i think thats explain why i damn happy. bcause i dont normally have a freedom to eat fondue. then all of us just keep laughing and laughing. forgotten whats so funny. but all i could remember ... "grape was sour, the orange thingy fruity damn nice with chocolate." man.. this taste going to be lingering around my tounge for awhile. i will remember! because idont get much chance to eat such thing. here comes the most hillarious moment of the day... bro : how to go back to mrt ar.. lukeman point on the right, juna point on the left, and eve point the road in front of us.... then all of us burst into laugh again. thats the end of the wonderful today. ps : honey honey.. :) i think this simple message mean alot. ********** mondayBLUE.in the red spot. A delayed updation. went out to accompany sharon to study. but this naughty lady. instead of studying, she kept distracted. camera, yogurt and so on so on. SO IN THE END, we watched phobia2. which i think not scary and its a friggin waste of pennies. anyway, it was hilarious at the end. i wonder why ... almost every our outing, i dont get enough sleep the day before. and causing a really iritating feeling of tiredness. i seriously going to get well rested the next time we met. so without further do "GET STUDY SHARON STOP READING!" ********** It tooks alot courage for me to get back on my feet.so dont harm me.
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